un naman...

happy valentines day.

i remember when i greeted ibyang and lisa "happy new year!" sabi nila kahit "new year!" na alng kasi hindi naman 'happy' eh... so in this case, gagayahin ko sila... VALENTINES DAY!!!

haaaay. very normal. wala lang. actually hindi ko nafeel na i'm sad pala till now na nagsususlat ako ng entry na ito. owel, ganun 'ata talaga. perO keri lang. sanay na 'ko i guess. sana dumating na lang yung crushness ko now, i hope na hindi sha nakaleave today para makipagdate sa gf nia hehhehehe i know hamfathetic. grrrrr. every single day na lang i'm making myself believe na happy ako. i'm making myself believe na i'm ok with everything, guess what? hindeeee. oo naman there are times na i'm laughing my heart out and true naman yun, i'm just glad i have my friends with me pero often times lalu na when i'm alOne ayun na... minsan i cry, minsan naman i feel ridiculous tapos sasabihin ko sa sarili ko " baliw ka talaga antonia... ngayon mo lang naisip yan?! tsk. SK [slowkid] ka talaga!" minsan naman i'll get up feeling good na kasi feeling ko na-getover ko na... till may mangyare ulit at maisip na hindi pa pala... grrrr WHATEVER. so ayun, may sense ba 'ko? hahaha meron naman yata sa tingin ko.

again, VALENTINES DAY!!!