the year that was...

it's better late than never. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! : )

haven't updated my blOg lately, kakatamad kasi hahaha pero ngayon feel kong magkwentO. hmm where to start?! well, must be wonderin' how i spent new year's day, kung paano ko sha sinalubong and all that.. buti naman ginising ako ng kapatid ko hwehehe dahil kung hindi tulOg na naman ako. pero i sort-of celebrated new year naman the following day, gumala ako! :D kasama ko shempre si fren. so i guess it's another year of gala and gastos for the both of us. hwehehe

my gawd, late na naman ako last night. 10pm na ko nagising [at 1030pm talaga ang shift ko.. grrr], kung hindi pa ako tinawagan hindi po ako babangon ladies and gentlemen! *winner* napuyat kasi ako kasi before monday shift i met up with mai and ten ng mga 630pm [pero as usual late ako hihihihi] to watch kutob. owel, hindi sha kagandahan. mejo kulang ang storya nia o iba lang talaga yung ine-expect ko?! whatever, so there. goodbye sa P1800 performance bonus for the month of JANUARY. asar.

at hindi pa talaga ako nadala kasi i'm still up 1225pm na, wala lang i feel like blogging kaya here i am.

mga 7am nagtext si best tina saying she's droppin' by to see me. excited naman ako kasi hindi ko na yun napagkikita eh. so i texted back saying na we should meet up at starbucks downstairs para coffee din akO, oo naman ang lola mo. so ayan mga 3 calls pa siguro bagO ako nag-ad2 release. tamang-tama naman kasi si tina [casintahan] wanted to see her, agent kasi yun sa modelling agency, la lang check out nia lang si best tina ko. e2 na noh, baba na kami ni fren sa starbucks [PSC], wala sha. howel, andun po sha sa starbucks INSULAR!!!! kasi hindi nia daw alam na nasa PSC na kami kala nia dun pa rin sa JG. hay stress. pero i really wanna see her, kaya gora kami ni fren dun. coffee kami, chika konti kasi nagpapasama sa equitable para mag-cash out ng sweldo.. fine, hintay galore naman kami gang mga 9am. ganun pa rin sha hehehe beauty pa rin parang ako. hwahahaha walang kokontra. tapos kain mc do tapos bank tapos uwe na.

buti naman for a change may kasabay ako umuwe. kakabore kasi umuwe mag-isa. nageemote pa yung radio ng pick-up bigla namamatay, alam mo yun feel na feel mo ang pag-sing along jan tapos biglang mag-ooff?! bastos. hay nako nakakawala ng moment. hehehe so ayun kwentuhan galore kami, mga almost a month ko din yata hindi nakita yun. hindi kami nagkita nung holiday season. pero i understand naman kasi may pasok sha, hwahaha wawa naman... : ) ask nia ako kung anu daw new year's resolution ko. sabi ko naman wala. well, wala naman talaga. i mean i didn't make a list or sumtin'. ayoko ilista natatakot kasi ako baka hindi matupad. though i have a few inside my head. pero gaya ng sabi ko sa kanya, i won't say anything, gagawin/babaguhin ko na lang sha kung anu man yun. i have goals naman na sana ma-achieve ko this year.. pero i better keep my mouth shut. bahala na. hihihi wish me luck! siguro i'll write 'em here by the end of this year kung natupad man. : )

sabi naman ni best, i may have goals, which is good kasi i'll have a "guideline" on what i would really want to achieve, but while i'm at it, it may change [or sumtin' to that effect. hahaha] basta from what i understand, it's good na i have goals this year pero i shouldn't be disappointed kung hindi ko man sha makuha within the year din kasi habang inaabot ko sha shempre there will be changes - a lot of changes na pwedeng pati yung objective mo dun sa goal na yun magbago din. so i have to take it easy. tama naman sha eh, AS ALWAYS. i love her talaga. hehehe kaya kung binabasa mo 'to tinapOt, salamat.

i've been meaning to answer this question: DID YOU HAD A CRAPPY 2005?

i heard that over a radio station on my way home december 31st. napaisip ako bigla. did i have a crappy 2005?! narealize ko?! HINDI. i may not have the best year last year but i didn't have a crappy 2005. promise. bakit?! hmm mahirap isa-isahin ang mga dahilan pero last year was a "breakthrough" for me. hahaha a lot has changed, i have realized one important thing, i had bad experiences last year but it had taught me great lessons to live by. eto a lot will agree, i have been all over the place last year. wahahahaha well, not really pero if you have known me before, syet wala akong alam puntahan kungdi bahay, opisina tapos bahay ulit. favorite mall ko nun? sm bacoor. ehehehe tamabayan ko? room ko. favorite hobby? matulog. kumain. did i mention matulog?! yun naman. minsan nagtatagaytay naman ako kasama ng highschool friends ko pero un na yun. haaaay looking back feeling ko andami kong sinayang na pagkakataon at panahon. tsk. and last year was my chance to change all that. successful naman in fairness. thanks to fren. hahaha last year, i've been to galera and baguio twice. nag-Cebu din ako. natuto akong magpuyat, gumastos at mag-enjoy. last year din yata ang overdose ko ng caffeine, thanks to starbucks! ehehehe almost everyday. ok lang may planner naman ako hahahaha anu pa ba? hmm ilang sm malls na ba ang napuntahan ko?! namemorize ko na yung EDSA. natuklasan ko na ang favorite mall ko pala ay gateway hahahaha madalang na kong mag-sneakers. nagpapalda na po ako mga kaibigan hahaha i dyed my hair copper, hodiba?! hang dami kong bagong friends!!! *wink* i met my saturday group slash breakfast club... found my sort-of bestfriend, hahahaha basta dami-dami. natuto ako mag-save.. [heyng.. umm konte.. ahihihi] nakabangga ako ng tao for the first time, haaaay but i'm glad to say that mang eddie's fine now. tinanggal na yung cast nia sa leg. un lang naman yung major aksidente ko this year na sana hindi naulit.. [PLEASE.] anu pa ba?! last year i first entered a casino and gambled, hehehe P500 lang naman.. hiihihihi hmmm first time ko makasakay ng plane.. hahahaha anu pa ba?! nag-audtion ako for a singin contest dito sa opis... utang na loob hindi ko kinaya yun..basta maraming marami pa.. this year was sabi nga ni best tina, buti naman daw this year walang a**hole na napalapit sa akin.. yey! goodbye sa mga abusadO! hwahahaha i soooo LOVE my life now, hahaha 'that's what i'm talking about it!' gosh sabi ko nga eh ang hirap i-enumerate lahat pero i can say that the year that was wasn't crappy at all. steady lang. hahaha hindi ganun ka-extravagant pero hindi sha crappy. and i intend to do the same this year. *crossing fingers*

i don't want to expect anything pero can i help that?! op cors nOt... kahit unti umaasa ako, hahahaha unti lang naman eh.. sana nga 2006 will be a good year for me too. i am looking forward to it. this time i'll try to make the right decisions, make sure na paninindigan ko kung ano man ang napili kong desisyon. itama ang mga mali. matuto na tumayo sa sarili. haaaaay hang complicated talaga maging adult. grrrr pero ok lang sabi nga nila "that's LIFE". shempre i know that there will be trials along the way, pero i know i can go through it. ako pa?! hihihihi hindi mo naman din kasi maaapreciate ang ganda ng buhay kung hindi mo makikita yung panget na side devarj? so tOni i have one word for you: GOODLUCK! : )

last na 'to [hehehe ang haba na eh], on our way home, may nakuhang isang pilik-mata si tina sa mukha ko, so magwish daw ako, and without hesitation, i blurted out loud na sana magkaboyfriend na ko!!! wahahaha shempre natawa sila ni jemai. malas ako sa wish na ganun eh laging saliwa but not today! hahahaha pinili ko down. right... nasa thumb ni tina ang pilikmata. hahahahaha excited na ko...

YUN NAMAN.