GRRRRRRR

haaay. whatta week.

i was on a three day leave last week. tuesday, wednesday and thursday.

tuesday

nagleave din si jemai. we went out. kahit saan basta maraming "tao". hahahaha to get our minds off our chorvaness and some THINGs to that effect. eh i wanted to see this place in sgt. esguerra. napanuod ko kasi sa "the buzz". the place was called ESQUINITA. so gora naman kami ni fren. alam nio kasi i have this ugali na when i want to do something or go somewhere, i always thought to myself na i 'll do this or go there pero hindi naman talaga nagagawa or napupuntahan.. ganda noh? hihihi and for the first time, i was able to do that. i thought of finding that place and hang out. hinanap namin sha in fairness. drive galore ako hoping na sana nga makita ko sha at hindi ako madisappoint. well after namin maikot ang mother ignacia hahaha nakita namin yung place. FINALLY. nasa eskinita nga sha kaya mahirap hanapin tapos black pa yung signage nia with red prints. mahirap mapansin talaga. pero success naman ang paghahanap. kaya i love my fren, he make things happen. hahaha so there. the only reason i want to go there is that kris aquino was saying that stars hang out there. so? dapat andun kami, where the stars are. no, not to take pictures of them silly, kasi nga we're that -- STARS. hahahaha yun naman. we didn't get the name of the bar na pinuntahan namin pero it was a very cool place. ganda sha. nakaisip na naman tuloi si jemai ng pagkakagastusan, well nais nia pong gayahin ang concept ng bar na yun sa room nia. goodluck fren! hmm nakita namin si cass at si rica peralejo.. pretty girls sila in person. pati si john lapus. :D

i'll go back there promise. sana soon.

we have ourpictures taken shempre... kami pa? pero hindi ko sha naupload..

wednesday

i'm still on leave. haaaaay this is the life, sabi ko pa! as usual, aalis ulit ako. pero jan lang makati. nuod movie. well that was the original plan. so, before i went to glorietta, i picked up my friend chiqui sa imus. sasabay kasi sha, tutal on the way naman and besides hindi ko na sha nakikita pumayag naman ako. around 5pm kami nagkita then headed to makati na. so there. ok na. wentuhan. hang traffic nun, sobraaa. well, kasi wednesday is baclaran day so expect heavy traffic. baba sha sa paseo tapos ako naman gora na sa favorite kong parking lot in the world. hehehe sa basement ng glorietta 3.

kita kami ni fren sa starbucks [as usual]. then decided to not go to the movies, reason? hmm i dunno. tinamad na si fren. hahahha so aun, as always timezone kami. played our favorite games. adik kami ni jemai dun eh. hehehe tapos e2 na noh, race naman daw kami. surely. ako pa?! syet kahit lagi akong 2nd place or kulelat gusto ko yung race na yun. nilapag ko si bag sa harap ko para makapagdrive ng maayos.. and guess what?! for the first time i won the race!!! 4 kaming players, yung dalawa hindi namin kilala. saya-saya. tapos BAM! ang bag ko wala na. kinuha sha. hayop na magnanakaw yun. 'ni hindi man lang namin napansin kung babae ba, lalake, nagpapanggap na babae o nagpapanggap na lalake? i was soooo bummed. literally, i can't move. nakatitig lang ako sa place na pinaglagyan ko nung bag ko. wala na yung bag ko. potah talaga. so ang ending, na-stress kami ni jemai. ako na kada iinterviehin ng kung sino eh tinatanong kung anu-ano ang laman ng bag ko. masakit paulit-ulitin pero kailangan. grrrr. and the worst part?! well aside sa digi-cam na andun, those things na he/she/it got from me was jemai's presentS for me last christmas [the bag and the wallet]. hang kapal ng pagmumuka ng kumuha nun talaga. i'm sorry pero sana mafeel nia rin yung mawalan. leche sha. at hindi lang yun, andun din ang susi ng pick up ni papa, syet. pag ba naman pati yung sasakyan natunton nia pa kung saan nakapark eh magpapasagasa na lang ako sa mrt. so shempre pinuntahan namin si pick up, andun naman sha in fairness. with all the lakad we're doing that night, naka heels pa ko! huwaw. talk about timing noh?! leche talaga. cry galore ako. kasi naman as if naman na makukuha ko pa yung bag ko shempre hindi na.. nakakagigil talaga. grrrrrrr sa police station naman, si mamang SPO-something eh imbes na iaddress na ang concerns ko aba eh hindi mawalay ang tingin sa tv nia. hay kung hindi lang ako takot na makulong eh nakarinig sa akin yun ng salita eh, grrrrr. after that aun umuwe akong cavite para kunin ang duplicate na key nung sasakyan.. stress.. tapos went back to get it. stress pa rin... i met up with jemai sa starbucks sa opis, stayed there, nagiisip kung paano ko ibbreak ang news sa mga magulang ko..

to make the long story short..

thursday

sinabe ko sa parents ko mga 7am. shempre disappointed sila. and i really hate it when i see that LOOK on my dad's face. parang sasabog ang dibdib ko sa sama ng loob. i let them down, AGAIN. nakakainis talaga, i know all these was my fault. ako yung tatanga-tanga na mashadong tiwala. ako yung careless. ako yung mashadong kampante. owel, tama na. tapos na, nangyare na. hindi na sha maibabalik pa.

*** so late na ng entry na ito so i guess i hafta post this na...***