i hate me.

i always say in most of my weekend entries that "it was one of the most memorable blah, blah, blah". which is true. but what happend last weekend was different - very different and yes, one of the weekends that i will NEVER EVER forget in my entire life. i don't think that i can talk about it now. i'm not ready. maybe i'll write what happend, maybe nOt. as of this time i'm still trying to get over it somehOw. but hey! i know i'll get by, this isn't the first time i have been through a tOugh [and i mean TOUGH] time, believe me :D

sOmething happened over the weekend that i am not sooo very proud of. it greatly affected everything - my priorities, my relationship with members of the family, my way of thinking, my whOLe life in general. it had made me realize a lot of things... how important presence of mind is, how important it is to save [:D], how i am responsible for every actions i make. hOW i love my parents [and grand parents] so much. hOW i value my friends. my gOd. i've realized them all in one day. grabe. these are the things i over looked. things that i almost never paid attention to because i was too complacent. i knOw that everything happens fOr a reason and what happened over the weekend was not an exception. i just need to find out what it is.. i know finding the reason for all these will not come overnight, it may take weeks, months or even years.. maybe gOd was asking me to slOw down. maybe he's telling me to seek him, kasi nakakalimutan kO na sha sa bilis ng takbO ng buhay ko. but whatever it is i am so eager to know what the reasons are.

dOn't get me wrOng i'm perfectly ok, maybe you're just not used to read entries here in a serious [???} manner.. [:D] basta, what happened will not stOp me frOm living life. i'm trying my best to stay the way i was before it happened. i'm cool. i'm good. i can't [yet] say that i've never been better but i know someday i will. time heals, right? so, there :D

PS. on the brighter side of LIFE, i am sooo happy for my fren mai. hehehe after all the sh*t that happened, at least someone important in my life is extremely happy. buti naman.

sa paRLOr

akalain mo ba namang maisipan namin magpaparlOr ano? wala na kaming pera nian ha? in fairness. hwehehe for vanity's sake sha sge.. :D

eh paano naman kasing hindi ako makukumbinse magpa-parlOr eh sa araw-araw na ginawa ng diyOs kinukutya ni jemai ang buhOk ko. shempre conscious ang lOwla. hahaha perO na-feel ko na rin naman na i need a treatment, after all muka na talagang sabokOt ang hairlaloo ko.

well ang original plan ko ay magpa-cellophane, pero dahil ginto ang presyO nagpa-hot oil na lang muna akO. hihihi si fren naman nagpa-gupit. i seriously wanted to dye my hair a different color para naman maiba but i guess saka na lang, mag-iisip muna akO ng magandang combination :D fren bought pang-kulay, he'll do it himself. sige goodluck fren...

at dahil shempre bagOng treat ang hair ko with matching blow dry pa, i ought to take pictures of me habang umeepektO pa ang chemical, hahaha kasi after kong matuLOg now, i'm sure balik sa dati. [lechers devarj?!] so etO ang mga remembrance hahahaha

o ayan mauta kau. kaya ko eh... hahahaha

alangan namang akO lang ano? itO po ang kaisa-isang picture ni fren after ng hair cut nia, not bad. hamfOwgi da buzz?!!hehehe

ehem.. we would like to thank bench fix for our hair :D

dAily pRayER

dear GOD,

thank you for all the blessings that you have showered upOn me and my love ones. i wish that you will never get tired of hearing my prayers. please continue to guide me in the course of life. please help me realize my wOrth. bLess and prOtect my family and friends.

AMEN.

baguiO part ii

A lotta people are actually waiting for this entry hahaha [kapal.] So etO na sha.

Last weekend mai and I went to BAGUIO. Oo na, kahit na bumabagyO na still, we headed there because of me. Nagpumilit akO. Sorry na fren.. anyhoo, so dalawa lang kami talaga na nagpunta dun, no itinerary whatsoever. Feel lang naming gumastOs. [hanuba?! Hihihi] kasi we thought abi and ten could join us apparently hindi po mga kaibigan so, there.. we left Manila Friday after shift. Are we serious?? Well I guess we were kasi naman twO days talaga kami there eh! :D ahehehe so, read on...

The bus ride.

Nyeta! Ang haba ng biyahe.. as in. aba eh malamang ano?! lahat na ng pwestO inisip na naming gawin para makatulOg but NOOOO. Hindi talaga. We can sleep for like a few minutes tapos magigising ulit. And yeah fren is right, food trip itO. Mais, bukO pie chicharOn.. sana you could meet mr. Buko pie slash mainit na masarap pa! Hahaha PanalO sha sa pagiging up-beat. Sales talk Kung sales talk! Nagtataka nga kami eh, mainit pa tapos sabi nia gawa daw sa laguna, hellew eh nasa Pangasinan na yata kami nung sumakay sha ng bus eh. Haaaay. ManOng? Are you serious?! Owel thanks na rin for making the looong bus ride a bit bright. [huwaaat? Bright?] and I would like to take this opportunity to thank kung sinO man ang imbentOr ng i-pod and to jemai�s mom for giving him his shuffle. Hehe sing galore kami ni fren to ease boredom. Then finally around 7pm we arrived, soaking wet from the rain.

At shempre ganun din pauwe.. we went home about 7pm then arrived in manila 2am. Hay kaka-stress. PeRO at least this time nakatuLOG ako NG mejO haba. Saya.

The room.

So, malamang pagod na kami at gutom ano?! we hafta decide where to stay. Forever naming dream sa Microtel hehehe unfortunately, hindi talaga pwede. Next time na lang I guess. Hihihihi we ended up staying in this place na akala ko ok na ok. Siguro pagod na ko kaya sabi ko ganda sha. Super ingay kaya? Yung mga tao sa ibang room parang walang pakialam sa ibang peepz na nagpapahinga, isama mo na ang mga taong nagwawalis na kung magkwento eh akala mo yung kausap nasa kabilang street pa. Parang may mega phone sa bibig! Ang mga kids� high pitched talaga sila kaya pag sumigaw bingi lang ang hindi makakrinig :D haaay stress talaga. EtO pa, the bed. Hay nako. Ambaho. Kakainis! Hampanghe. Sorry for the term pero yun talaga yun. Haaay buset. So ihafta to make siksik sa side ni fren without realizing malalaglag na talaga sha. Sorry na.. :D so everytime we sleep we have to wake up earlier than the usual.

So, there.

I remembered pa nga nung Saturday super aga namin nagising mga 430am, so sa sobrang wala kaming magawa edi nagrecord kami ng mga voice calls. Hahaha lw, pre ship, irate, mabait na customer name it. Hahaha complete with a scenario and shit. :D saya. Hindi ko alam kung na-miss ko ba ang pag-cocalls nung araw na yun or talaga lang wala kaming ibang matinong magawa. Hehehe

At siguro naman na feel nio na yung maligo ng malamig na water yung parang tinutusok ng kutsilyo sa lamig right? Owel go to baguio ng ganito ang panahon at ganun din mafi-feel nio 20 times! Seryoso. At in fairness walang HEATER! Hay sus. Tiniis ko ang lamig. Grabe. Haaaay. Unfortunately hindi man lang akO nagkasakit, considering na I didn�t wear jacket pag-nagmamalling kami. Tsk. Anube? Balat kabayO ba talaga aKO?! haaaaay

The UKAY experience.

In fairness hindi kami shadu nag ukay ng tOdo kasi nga magastOs. Ahihihi perO nakabili naman kami ng clothes especially si fren. Anuber? Eh lahat naman kasi ng clothes dun kasha sa kanya. But fOr some odd reason, he played my personal shopping assistant. Hehehe bumaligtad ang mga pangyayare ladies and gentlemen. Our friends knew that he was my KEN. Not that I am Barbie ano, [like, hellew? Ako si Barbie? Kelan pa?! Ahahaha siguro kung may madam Barbie ako yun hehehe] pero kasi dahil I love dressing him up. I mean hanap ako clothes for him or shoes, accessories, tapos he�ll try it on, yung ganun?! Basta. PerO nung araw na un, eh he got me two pants and a yellow top huwaaw devarj?! Thank you sa effort fren, I really appreciate it. Hindi lang talaga sigurO ako sanay ng pinupuri akO. PerO thanks a many :D muaaaah. Kailangan ko na mag-diet. Huwaaah kelan kaya magkakatotoo? Huhuhuhu help.

SM BAGUIO

Grabe, lagi lang talaga kami sa SM. Lakd here, lakad there, lakad everywhere!!! Lahat na yata ng coffee shop dun tinambayan namin. PerO it was fun naman. Anjan yung bukod sa kape na iniinom ko maraming kofi sa paligid, hehehe may masungit na waitress.. leche, naiinsecure ata sa akin eh. Kasi panu ba naman may isang vacant mesa sa labas nung coffee shop shempre para mas feel ang kape dun kami sa labas uupo, eh kaso nga lang puro kalat ang table so what I did was to ask the gurl inside [take note, in my nicest way..] na sana linisin nia yung table, kaya lang hindi pa kO finish sabihin yung request ko aba! Ki-nut akO!

Ako: hi, excuse me, ung table po sa la..

little Ms. Grumpy: sandali lang.

AkO: alright... [in my sweetest tone.. hehehe]

Lechers devarj?! Hang sunget. Eh hindi talaga pwede yun dahil ako lang ang may karapatang mag-sunget. [chos] I dowanna even mention the name of that place baka sumikat pa. Hmft. So there. Ahihihi

At may ilang beses din kaming nag-videoke there sa may quantum. We�re born singers I�m sorry. Can�t live a day without singing. Hehehe sarap ng feeling kasi kahit na wala na kO sa tOno. It gives me a relaxing feeling [haneeep] perO totoo un. We had two free pens from quantum. Why not. At sa susunod if ever we'll go back there I promise to sing na dun sa what I call FEELING-DIVA-STAGE. Ahihihi swear. Pati sa kaffe klatsch. KOnting ipon na lang ng courage :D nung Saturday nga as in andun lang kami maghapOn gang mag-gabi. I know, I know. Eh san naman kami punta umuulan? At sana pala nagsusuOt Ako ng jacket anO? Wag sana magmaganda :D and op cors we watched red eye. ahaha dumayO pa talaga ng sine.. ahihihi

Balconaje.

I love this place. Wala lang very cozy kasi. Pag punta kau ng Baguio check this place out. tumaas nga lang ng konti yung prices nila. Ahihii affected aKO eh :D they serve good food pati, mejO bagal service pero tolerable di katulad jan sa 7^th floor! :D

Nevada.

Shempre gimik galore. Uminom gang malasing. So there. Enough said. Ay! Teka I hafta share this, dati when we went there kasi dati for the first time with the whole bkada, there�s this guy I think his name is � haaay sorry forgot ko na, basta kamuka sha ni epi quizon, hehehe who asked me to dance swing with him.. so goRa naman ako nun, may natapakan pa nga kOng gurl nun eh. TapOS guLAt kami ni fren andun sha ulit [soulmate ba itO?! Hahaha HINDE. Swear.] and I thought hindi na nia ko kilala. But when I was going to the girl�s room tinawag nia akO: hey! Uwe ka na?! Mamaya na.. why not?? Hwehehe sabi ko lang sa kanya hindi pa kami uwe. Tapos un na un. At itO pa ang kitchie akalain mo ba namang may nahumaling na taga Bronx?! :D hwhehe joke lang kitch! [by the way, are you having fun? What�s your name again?! Kitchie?! NICE NAME! Let�s dance� hahahaha] buti pa kay kitchie may pumansin.. haaay. Well I guess I look like my mOm that night. Tsk. [hahaha peace tau ten!] I had sooo much fun. Puyat na naman.

Kaffe kLatsch.

The best coffee shop in baguio! Sana nga lang tama ang sfelling ko ano?! Well aside from starbucks john hay. You should check this out. Nice place, nice people. Sarap naman yung mga coffee nila and I especially enjoyed the homemade choco chip cookies. Yum. Mahal nga lang perO sarap naman. Very cool kasi may acoustic chuvaloo. I�ll sing there when I get back. PROMISE na itO. Hihihi we went there twice. Wala lang daming kofi!!! Nakalimutan ko nga bigla si thumb eh. Harharhar kung bakit thumb bahala na kaung mag-isip :D sana one day fren we�ll own a place like that, mas maganda pa! Wehehehe tapOS to top it off, tau lang ang performers. Oo na sige na suntok sa buwan :D

I met new friends there in baguio [hi james! Hi alrOn!] Saya. I hope to see them again when I go back there. Hopefully with the whole gang. I enjoyed the trip. I had fun too. Kaya lang nag-guilt trip ako for two days [gang now�] dahil feeling ko napilitan lang ang kasama ko. Pinagbigyan nia lang ang gusto ko :'( Pero sabi nia hindi daw, enjOi naman sha, so I think I'm good. Tnx fren. You�re the best sort-of bestfriend I ever had in my life!!! Ahahahaha.

Bakit ko sha naging sort-of bestfriend?! Wala. Secret na lang yun :D

In fairness, for the first time in the history of my lw life sabay kami nag-lunch ni ** today. Kinikilig aKO. As in. haahaaay. aHahaha hindi nga lang kami parehO ng table but still sabay pa rin kami kumain ng luch! Ahihihihi sarap ng food nia favorite kO iyon. Soulmate talaga kami. :D yun na..

haggardous na kami sa biyahe nyan in fairness.. :D

biyahE

alam nio ba kung nasaan akO? malamang hindi.. ahihihi oh well am here in the land where strawberries are mura and ube jams are always out of stock-- BAGUIO! :D i'm with my sort-of bestfriend* jemai! haha saya-saya. we left manila around 11am then arrived at 7pm. daaaaang haba ng biyahe i have to say ha?! aba eh malamang anO?! saka na ang full detail ng baguio part II pagbalik ko from here :D we're here in an internet shop along session road. mahirap mag-type hamfanget ng keyboard!

so far enjOi naman ako ewan ko lang 'tong kasama ko baka nabobore na sa akin hehehe wala nga lang shang choice kasi 2 days talaga kami here. but i think he's ok right sort-of bf?! hehehe ang aga aga pa kasi 835am pa lang wala pang bukas na ukay so we decided to internet ourselves..

so pano? till next entry...

*sort-of bestfriend -- ask jemai how and why. hehehe :D hmmm maybe i'll explain next entry na lang. tata!

change daw.

Bakit ba kasi kailangan may nagbabago? Hay. Pero Gaya ng nabanggit ko sa huli kOng entry, nothing's constant in this wOrld but CHANGE. i have to admit, sometimes [hindi pala, madalas pala hehehe], i hate changes. yung tipOng ok ka na biglang - BANG! [ahehehe kelangan may ganun talaga.. :D] may magbabago. sabi nila maganda nga yung may changes para naman maiba. i'm not even talking about change sa isang aspeto lang. i'm talking about CHANGE in general. Be it changes with your lifestyle, sa friends, lovelife, career at sa marami pang iba. minsan ok ka na with something, maayos na, sanay ka na na ganun tapos ayan na si change at guguluhin ka. haaaay. wala lang naisip kO lang yun. kasi sa tuwing may magbabagO sa buhay ko gumugulo LALO ako. hehehe ako pa naman ang klase ng taong walang sariling disposisyon at desisyon kaya kapag may nabago sa nakasanayan ko na nawawala ako sa sarili ko. Minsan I just breakdown hanggang masanay na ulit, tapos magbabago na naman! HANUBARGE?!

malamang takot lang akO sa pagbabago, kaya siguro boring ang buhay ko kasi kung ano lang yung nanjan, yung nakasanayan ko yun na lang. i'd settle lang for what i have. tsk. hamfanget noh?! Alam ko naman na hindi maganda yung ganun, kaya sinusubukan ko naman na hindi na magcompromise eh, yung umalis sa comfort zone ko, pero natatakOt talaga ako. haaaay, anu ba?! Tina-try ko naman ang maraming bagong bagay. I�m enjoying it I swear, kaya lang I�m scared to death na one day biglang maiba na naman. Leche. Owel I can only wait for that day hehehe but I know I�m good. I�ll be fine. Aba eh malamang kung hindi rin naman akO nakaka-adapt sa change malamng eh patay na ko no?! so there. ganito pala pag tumatanda na noh? ang komplikado... dapat live each day one at a time. eto na naman ako pinepressure ang sarili. hihihi whatever. sana pwede na lang piliin ung babaguhin no? for instance, sa itchura. obvious naman siguro sa inyo kung anu ang babaguhin ko no?! hehehe LAHAT! :D sa ugali, hay nako marami din. Yoko na isa-isahin pa baka bumaha sa floor.. :D sa kwartO ko, gusto ko oriental ang dating. japanese style with lanterns [hindi parol ok?! Ahihihi] and all.. sa station ko gustO ko sa tabi ni ano.. hahaha secwet [as if naman hndi nio pa alam ano?!] :P sa trabahO ko sana dealer calls na lang akO. hihihi sa pantry gusto ko sana dagdagan mga pc dun tapos may cable na 'yung tV! ahihihi yung hair ko sana manageable sha hindi magulo, hehehe my gawd! sana nga ganun lang kadali. am i making sense?! huwag nio nang sagutin, i know... :D

pero as if naman mapipigilan ko ang pagbabagO. shempre hindi. as an individual i hafta face it. live it. kahit ayoko. so, there.

updates

Sana nag-uupdate akO di ba?! Ewan ko ba, for some odd reasons, tinatamad akOng magkwento these past few days� perO dahil wala namang queue ngayOn I ought to write something.. hehehe

Hmmm, lemme see? Where to start?! Ah sige shempre nung weekend.. after shift nung Saturday, mai and I went to megamall.. huwaaw? It was like ages ago since last akong nagpunta duon.. seryoso. 4^th grade pa yata. Hihihi anyway, so aun we went there kasi fren is planning to buy a laptoP. hang sowsi devarj?! pero he's thinking about it pa, kasi naman noh lagi din naman sha sa opis. anyhoo, so aun malling galore. lakad here, lakad there, lakad everywhere... hahaha ni-treat nia nga pala ako ng lunch sa super bowl, i lOve my fren talaga, very generous.. :D then we checked out yung mga booths for travel around the philippines.. feeling travelers kami eh bakit ba? haha nangolekta lang naman kami ng napakaraming papel about hotels here and there. bora, palawan, subic, baguio, HK name it. basta. at dahil sadyang baby fez kami lagi kaming napagkakamalang students.. why nOt?! :D at ng makaramdam ng pagod ang aming mga katawang lupa, umuwi na kami at natulOg.

at shempre saturday nights are not the same kapag hindi kami lumabas. so mai and i went to the same place which, unfortunately, was no longer in operation. nilipat na sha. huhuhu so we had no choice but to go somewhere else. we ended up staying in this place na parang may nagpa-party lang hahaha. as in. hindi namin feel yung place or hindi lang siguro ako at home. hahaha but then again nothing compares to 2 [or 3?] bottles of san mig light so keri na rin. hihihi tapOs as usual lakad galore, checkin' out hehehe etO pa, para mawala ang tama ko kailangan sing kami sa music 21. at sa hindi inaasahang pangyayare, nakabasag lang naman akO ng ash tray!!! sorry talaga. hilO lang po. hindi ko sinasadya. shempre hindi ko binayaran tinago pa namin sa likod ng tv para hindi makita. ang bad no?! hihihi anu ba? buti nga hindi yung tv yung nabasag ko noh? ahehehe and i'm syuur marami naman silang ash tray na reserve.. so there. hihihi my bad. :D that night din pala i have met new acquaintances. hindi talaga friends, acquaintance lang hahaha basta. ok naman. di ba no fren?! hehehe anyhow mas maaga kaming umuwi nung mga time na yun compared to our lakads before. we had breakfast sa chowking then call it a day and rest.

linggo.. september 11th. hmmm ah nasa haus lang akO bumming around when bessie sent me a text message saying na she's going to hang out sa bahay. aba eh makikikain lang pala ng lunch. buset. hahaha ok lang kasi miss ko na yun eh. [kung binabasa mo itO, wala lang lovesyah bessie TNA!tag naman dyen.. :D] at nakiligO po sha ladies and gentlemen.. may date sila ni atOng sa hapon eh. kainis devarj?! :D samantalang akO taong bahay. tsk. that's my life. anyways that's where i belong, sa apat na sulok ng kwartO ko. hehehehe at nag online nga pala akO chat kami ni fren at nung nagfifeeling na bespren ko raw! hahaha ang sama ko talaga. i dowanna elaborate baka sumikat pa sha! :D ang alam ko nanuod lang ako ng da buzz tapOs ngork ngork na ko ng biglang.. dumating si tsikee! nagyayaya sa tagaytay. starbucks daw. ayun drive ever ang lowla nio, buti naman ni-treat akO ni marGe hahaha i love mah friends talaga! :D so there. umuwi akO sa haus mga 230am na.

the following day, monday nuOD kami sine nila mai, ten and tefi. we watched brOther grimm. ok naman. hindi naman sha panget perO hindi din naman ganun kaganda. as i have said, ok lang. [umaarte?!] grabe ang tagal na naming hindi nanunuod ng sine ng magkakasama, i mean yung saturday group. we have different schedules na kasi. but we see to it na kahit minsan we hang out. kaya lang sobrang minsan na lang. oh well, basta frenships, oweiz remember na kahit ganun we're here for each oda pa rin hokei?! nuttin's changed. schedules lang.. :D ang aga namin ni fren pumasok yesterday, kaya before we went off to work nag-KOFI at coffee muna kami ehehehe kwentuhan na para bang hindi kami nagkita ng ilang taOn hahaha saya-saya. ahahaha nakita namin si dolphy sa gyeta! papa-autograph sana 'ko eh! joke. tapos nung papunta na kami sa favorite kong parking lOt sa G3, nakasalubOng namin si doug kramer [sha lang talaga yung napansin ko ahihihi..] perO shempre kasama nia si chesca garcia, ang pretty-pretty nia parang akO. hahaha shempre joke lang. aga namin sa opis 10pm pa lang dun na kami so malamang grumpy galore na naman ako sa customers dahil puyat! :D churi po.

perO kahit puyat na at lahat, nakuha pa rin namin magmalling ni jeremy. hahaha where else? sa kwartO namin. sa G4. papatayo na kami ng bagO G5. may screening muna sa entrance bago makapasok. hahaha devarj fren?! :D whatever. hanu ba?! are you seeer-yuuus?! naglunch lang us at nagpa-pierce si mai sa ears. pansinin nio naman! hahaha :D so, there.

oh well i was supposed to be on leave for this week kaya lang a lotta things have changed. as in. schedules, mga unwanted circumstances, budget [hehehe] atbp. well, i guess the only thing that is constant in this world is change so wala akOng magagawa sa ngayon. sabi nga nila be patient and everything else will follow. you cannot have everything your way kaya dapat compromise. haaaay. sige na nga. ok na rin at least sa mga nangyare i was able to help out a friend. he needs those leave allocations more than i do. perO shempre we hafta make up for that trip na hindi matuloi-tuloi. hehehe and that's one entry na you don't want to miss! :D hahaha till next!

**nga pala ang latest chika about the Saturday group ay lahat sila may bagong nike shoes.. na ORIGINAL akO lang ang wala kasi poor lang ako, sorry guys I can't buy eh pang-greenhills lang ako, bili na lang kayo ng car nio ha?! :D hahahha I love you frens!!! :D**

RD

haaay salamat.. 2 hours na lang end shift na.. at hindi lang yun, restday ko pa! woohoo!!! shempre gimik na naman itO. : )

haven't updAted my blOg in the past days panu tinatamad ang inyong lingkod, but i promise to make it up to you guys.. [nakssss feel na feel..]

generally puro work at gala lang naman ang pinaggagawa kO the past week eh. same old sh*t. nga pala, binawi na yung ZERO ko sa QA for this week [THANKS MOWNA!!!!] i'm good. i know i'll be fine. so, there.

till next! :D

haaay

i feel lOw today.. ewan ko ba feeling ko wala na naman akOng kwentang tao, boba, tatanga-tanga. salita lang ng salita hindi muna mag-isip! 'ni hindi man lang isaalang-alang ang ibang taong affected. hindi na talaga ako natuto. inutil ba akO? imbalido? o sadya lang walang pakialam? nakakahiya talo pa 'ko ng iba na bagO lang. haaaaaaaaar.

sO, bilang parusa sa sarili ko hahayaan kong ginawin ako, hindi ako magkukumot!!! :P

must be wondering why... ZERO kasi ako sa QA. hehehe

so, there. i have said everything. i feel better now. weird noh?!

sunday is gala day!

sabi nga nila daig ko pa ang may ba-lat sa paa. eh paano naman sa dinami-dami ng mall sa cavite ditO pa talaga ko nakakarating sa araneta. hahaha the only difference nga lang walang jemai dun ditO meron. ehehehe dami kong kwento but i'd rather write that when i'm home para mas feel. basta sporty ang drama namin ni fren ngayOn.. for more details abangan ang susunOd kong entry. i have all day tomorrow till the next para mag-update! : )

we're here at farmer's nag-iinternet. wala lang gumagastOs na naman. ahihiihi excited na 'ko sa leave ko, hoping that it'll be the most memorable vacation leave i ever filed in my life! hwehehe i'm keeping my fingers crossed. but i know i'll have fun kasi i'm with mai. basta more details pagnangyare na talaga sha. : )

i'd like to take this opportunity [naaaks.. anu 'tO famas?] to thank all those people and friends who take their time reading my entries. kahit na jologs pinagcha-chagaan nio. salamat ng marami. sa mga masipag mag-comment at mag-tag, thanks so much. you make my day, promise. : )

teka magcha-chat na ulit akO... hindi ko sasabihin kung sino at saan... hehehe basta enjOi ako : ) ahehehe a whole new world ito.. ang fURla, un na!

da ketCHup and sCEne of the cRIMe :D

i have written an entry yesterday sa photobucket account ko but when i hit the publish post button -- nagrefresh! hay nako hindi ko man lang nai-save at shempre tinamad na akOng ulitin. obviously ngayon mejo sinisipag akOng mag-update ng mga adventures ko at ka-jologsan.. : )

oh well let's start it off wednesday morning, august 31st gang september 1st am

mas pinili ko pa talagang pagalitan ng daddy kO mapanuod ko lang sila mag-basketball -- mapanuod ko lang SIYA mag-laro ng basketball. hehehe why nOt? in fairness may da moves nga ang lolo mo ya lang hindi naka-puntos kahit isa lang.naka-shoot sha one time hindi nga lang counted. buset na referee yun. ahihihi haaay. pero keri lang yun walang problema sa akin. hindi nabawasan ang cras ko sa kanya.[eeeew? anu daw?! ahahaha] pagdating ko sa bahay naghihintay na ang tatay kong all dressed-up for a client meeting in ORTIGAS! eh past 12pm na talaga akO dumating. napakamot na lang sa ulo ang kawawa kOng itay na naghihintay ng pagdating ko dahil alangan namang maglakad sha papunta ng meeting nia. haaaay. minus 10 points sa akin yun, mangungutang pa naman ako. tsk! ahehehe but the good thing is maganda yung outcome nung meeting nia [daw] kaya kahit late sha dahil sa kagagahan ko bati pa rin kami! I LOVE MY DADDY!!! [ahehehe babatukan ako ni tenten.] then when i got home i made a few phone calls to 'sOme people' to confirm and ask for prices and shit. then finally natapos na ang mission ko fort he day and headed to my roOm tryng to catch sleep. so while i was browsing channels napatapat ako sa isang channel na may winner tv shOpping. hay nako sumasakit ang ulo ko sa mga mOwdel ng show na yun in fairness.. wala na bang mas scripted pa sa acting nila?! : ) at yung nag-iinterview, ang weird-weird nung mic, ikaw ba ambush interview habang naglalakad sa mall or sumwer tapos pagpinagsalita ka eh sa isang mikroponong may bulaklak? leche kakailang kaya?! feeling ko kung akO yun maiimajin ko anytime may lalabas na bubuyog dun [hang corny] whatever whatever.. : )

tapOs text si mai he asked if i wanted to see SKY HIGH. at shempre nuknukan talaga kami na gastadora kaya gOra naman ako. we met up 830pm sa gwinbelt. we both agreed to have kOfi *wink* and coffee. during and after the movie. ahehehe basta. tapos ayun we had wendy's bacon mushroom melt and fries for dinner. naglagay si mai ng ketchup sa tissue para sa fries namin and he placed it sa arm rest ko. mega remind pa 'ko sa kanya to be careful at sana wag nia makalimutan na may ketchup dun kasi he's wearing white polo shirt. the movie was great, i loved it! swear, you should see it. so, there when the movie ended, may kung anong malagkit sa may pantalon ko sa tagiliran. when i checked what it was.. OMIGOD!!!! 'yung ketchup! lechers davarj?! huhuhu ako na naman ang biktima. haaay for a second i felt like a god damn big hotdog na may ketchup. buset. hindi pa talaga nag-sstart shift ko ang dungis-dungis ko na. ahihihihi oh well, thanks to my ever useful kiwi scent hand sanitizer, nawala ng kOnti yung smell. hahaha aba at shempre dahil 230pm na ko natulog at bumangon ulit ng 6pm, grumpy galore akO sa pagco-calls! : ) why nOt? saya-saya this production nga pala ang team MARVIN ay naka-yellow lahat, burday kasi ni queenie. sarap libre nia team ng pizza! thanks ulit queenie, sa uulitin! hihihihi this is me in yellOw..

ahahaha kaya kOng i-post eh.

infairness halata bang pagod na ang aking eyes?

[cutie pa rin naman eh noh?! kapaaaal.]

after shift na yan, sa haus namin before ako

bumaba sa car. : )

so, there.

the following day, september 1st 'gang 2nd am .. [lam nio na 1230am shift ako devarj?]

OMG. ber month na. haaaar. umpisa na ng christmas countdown! : ) oh well. so malamang sobrang puyat kami ni fren the day before so we went home kaagad after shift. well, nauna si mai dahil 930am pa endshift kO. i waited for tefi, mack and zha para sabay-sabaw kami uwe. :) then when i gOt home hindi din naman ako nakatulog kagad kasi mommy ko dami stories to tell.. hehehe then by 130pm nakahiga na ako sa aking room at nag-iisip na magandang pwedeng mapanaginipan. hwehehe in fariview nakatulog ako ng derecho, walang interruptions! saraaaap. so i got up 930pm kasi i hafta pick mai up sasabay kasi sha and it's raining cats and dogs pa. aba traffic sa EDSA. paloka sila jan, 11pm na talaga eh. yun naman pala may kung anong kinakabit sa tulay na kung saan andun ang jowa kong billborad. hihihi [see for yourselves.. : )] then when i got to fren's haus, sanay na kasi akong hindi nagrereply yun pagnagtetext ako na i'm on my way na or if i'm outside his house na so hintay lang ang drama ko. aba 10 minutes na wala pa ang loko-loko? sabay tumawag with matching bedroom voice, KAGIGISING LANG!!! hehehe kaya nia eh... "churi fren i hafta share this eh.. muaaah lubshu! " ahihihi 1130 na po mga kaibigan, 12am talaga shift nia eh, buti na lang ako 1230 pa. so ayun in short madali ever but surprisingly we got there in the office 5 mins before his time so keri... at nakapaglarO pa nga ng billiards sa pantry! rematch dex! :D

this production naman lahat kami sa team dapat naka-black. eh suot ko parang brown na talaga dahil kupas na hehehe sori lang, bili akO ng bago matapos lang ang mga gastos kO sa buhay.. : ) then after shift gora na naman kami ni fren sa kwarto namin -- sa Glorietta. hehehe malling lang. dapat coffee kami pero nagbago isip namin so nag-KOFI na lang kami. hehehe mejo unti nga lang. ahahahaha but definitely mas tipid yun kesa sa coffee. :D pero one of the reasons we went there kasi babayad si mai ng bill nia sa cell. huhuhu so malamang i hafta go with him sa pinaka-ayaw kong place sa balat ng G4!!! sa GLOBE TELECOM. pero sabi nga nila i have to face my fears. hahaha [as if!] so i went there, at ingat na ingat ako imagine suot-suot ko yung shoes na i was wearin' nung madapa ako dun. [to refresh your memory, look for my entry entitled "reyna ng sablay".. hahaha promotion ba ito?] oo na, yung dumapa akO na parang kalabaw. haaay. however, going back there i had an idea na picturan yung scene of the crime.. e2:

o ayan imajinin nio na lang ang ichura ko jan nung nadapa akO. hamfanget. ahehehe at maraming tao nung mga araw na yun kaya super nakakahiya. hihihi oh well, shit happens to everybody, sabi nga ni fren hindi nga lang sabay-sabay. : )

then after paying his bill we ate sa chicken bacolod. we were the first customers. hahaha at mukhang mamalasin sila ngayong araw na ito, hindi ata kami magandang buena mano.. :) -- for some odd reason after 24 years of living ngayon lang ako nagka-allergy sa chicken. buset. mahilig pa naman akO sa manok. haaay. actually i think lahat ng malansa ay hindi ko pwedeng kainin unless gusto kong maging pantal na tinubuan ng tao. shempre hindi devarj? so tiis-tiis. 'nga pala before we went to the scene of the crime, we tried yung earth and sky na green ice tea chuvaloo. sarap sha in fairness. bili din kayo.. hahaha mas masarap sa C2 na green. pwamis. and for a change, sa national bookstore naman kami nag-ikot. feeling bookworms! hehehe

watch out nio yung next project namin. we're going to join this contest na nababagay sa bkada! PICTURE-PICTURE! for more details.. hmmm next time na lang pag-totoo na sha. hehehe i'll even post the pic here. and so we call it a day and headed hOme. now here i am at 241pm bloggin' this. :D