My life begins at 2:00AM!!!

Basta. hehehe

and I quote...

So I was watching FRIENDS (yup, again. for the NTH time) and everytime that I do, I always get something that would really get me into thinking. hahaha Oo na I always get these tv shows way too much in my head but can I help it? Now that I had to deal with a lot of stuff and sadly I don't have anyone to say it to... well not because I don't have friends... It's just that I don't want to bug them with my sentiments and dramas anymore. Anyhoo, going back...I heard a statement which Rachel said to Ross: "SOMETIMES, THINGS DON'T WORK OUT THE WAY YOU THOUGHT THEY WOULD..." and you can call me crazy but that's when it hit me. Hard enough to realize that what I have been crying for the last couple of months isn't worth it. Not a single tear. This is pretty basic and I know this for a fact even way, way back but then sometimes even the most fundamental thing could be forgotten and I guess I just needed a little reminder.

There could be times that you would get obsessed with what you want and what you want to happen when in fact you know deep in your heart that you won't always get the exact same thing. It's possible but there's a chance that it won't. Not to dampen your spirit and be discouraged but to make us stronger and strive harder. Ayan, nagsusulat na naman ako na ako lang ang nakakaintindi sa sinasabi ko ehehehe. Anyway I kind if need to let it out. Sabi nga ni Joe D Mango... Sometimes, letting it out can make a big difference. hahahaha Yeah I could hear Ice sayin... "Too much tv drama for you!!!!"

So there.

I WANT!!!!!!!!!!

I'm obsessing with these two items up there. Kaya lang mukhang matatagalan pa na mapasa akin. huhuhu Pero kung balak nio akong regaluhan sa Pasko or kahit early birthday gift (TIGAS!) tatanggapin ko ng maluwag sa puso ko. Kahit wag nio nang ipa-gift wrap :P

Pesteng Pick Up. :P

Although I didn't get much sleep yesterday ( I slept about 2 hours lang...) and after shift earlier we have to wait for 4 friggin' hours for our pay checks not to mention another hour to encash it, well sinama ko na ang travel time at hintay sa pila... hehehe aba eh hindi pa rin ako makatulog!!! I arrived here at home around quarter to 4pm and only God knows why, I'm still wide awake! Hmmmm malamang may umiisip sa kin... sinetch kaya?!! Ahahaha (Berks! Walang magrereact, I'm sure you can read my mind... Hehehe) I still have to go to work later at least before 9pm. Waaaaaah. So goodluck naman sa akin later. Good thing there's coffee.

So after namin magpapalit sa bank, we (TONI, MAI, GING, ICE, MARC and JEROME) all decided to eat at Super Bowl in Glorietta. As usual, tawanan, asaran at anu pa nga ba eh di picturan. Check Jemai's and Ging's multiply for the pictures. And please leave comments. hahahaha Malamang magnakaw na lang ako ng pictures sa inyo ulit hahahaha. Yaan mo Grace unti na lang matutupad na ang pangarap kong jackpot! hahahaha

Share ko lang na muntik nang pumalya ang pick up kong mahal. Buti na lang nadaan sa himas at pakiusap. Ehehehehe Akala ko mastuck na kami sa G3 basement parking for life! Thanks Ging and Ice for not leaving me behind. Ayan, naging biktima na kau ng sasakyan kong mahal so that means you guys really are my friends (FOREVER) haha! Si Marc na lang ang hindi pa! Lagot. Wag naman sanang malala. Si Jemai?! Jusko, halos lahat ng mishap ko sa sasakyan eh kasama sha. hehehe Kaya tried and tested na yang bessie kong yan.

Yun lamang. Love you friends!!!

Aking Hiling by 3RD Avenue

Siguro nung sinusulat 'tong kanta na 'to, ako ang iniisip nung taong yun. Aba eh swak na swak.

*******

Bawat araw naghihintay
Kailan ka nga ba darating?
Paulit-ulit na tanong sa sarili

Bawat minuto’y kay tagal
Patuloy akong nadidiin
Umiiksi ang oras, di maibabalik

REFRAIN:
Kay tagal na naghintay, ngayo’y wala pa rin
Pag-ibig lang naman ang tangi kong hiling

Kay tagal na naghintay, ngayo’y wala pa rin
Pag-ibig lang naman aking hiling

Hanggang ngayo’y umaasa
Hanggang ngayo’y nananabik
Na kahit ‘sang saglit ako ay mapansin

Bawat minuto’y kay tagal
Patuloy akong nadidiin
Umiiksi ang oras, di maibabalik

(Refrain)

Bridge:
Ano pa ba ang dapat kong gawin?
Sana’y kahit minsa’y mapansin mo rin
Hanggang kailan ako magtitiis?
Kailan ka nga ba darating?
Pag-ibig lang lang naman aking hiling

(REFRAIN)

~Kamusta naman?!!!

Me Time

This entry is waaaay long over due. I was supposed to write about this nung June pa. Well, it's better late than never (ang peborit na palusot ng mga tamad at laging late hehe). Last June 3, 2007 I celebrated my 26th birthday. Yep! 4 years to go and I'm already 30 years old. Don't even start about asking how's my life going kasi it's not that good. hehehe Or so I thought. Anyhoo, so I celebrated it differently this year. Instead of drinking to death or going out or spend money on food, I spent it alone. I made my birthday my very first ME time in years! :D

I got up 530am June 3rd and headed to Our Lady of Lourdes Parish in Tagaytay and heard the 7am mass. I dropped by 711 - Tagaytay first and bought me canned coffee then went to the said church. Ang aga ko dumating, 630am yun, so nagtingin tingin muna ako ng mga rosaries. I bought one for myself. Cute! Peach and color chaka one mystery lang kaya lagi kong dala yun. F na F (feel na feel :P) ko ang pagsisimba ko nun since it's the first time I went to chrurch this year. I know, I know shame on me. But still I was so overwhelmed and I love the feeling.

Then after the mass, I went to Starbucks and spend like 4 hours there. Wala pa kong laptop nung mga time na yun kaya ang dala ko lang eh notepad and pen to scribble things on my mind. That's my way of releasing stress and tension I guess. And it made me feel better. I brought myself grande coffee frappe and a slice of chocolate cake, I'm not a fan of cakes but heck, what's a birthday celebration without a cake? Right?! I was also writing things that I would want to do and accomplish before I turn 27 next year. Hahaha goodluck! Umabot yata ng 63 things to do and accomplish yung listahan na yun... Oh well, we'll see.

Sabi ko uulitin ko ulit yun, well after 2 months hindi ko pa rin sha nagagawa. hehehe But I intend to, mahirap na baka maubos ang buhok ko sa stress.

SAKTO!

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