ang tagal ko na nga naman na walang post. eh kasi naman wala akong maisulat.
pero dahil sabi ni tenten magsusulat na ako uli. haaay. less than 30 days na lang ang ilalagi ko sa office. grabe after 15 months, it finally hit me. "tigil na tOnya, hindi ka na masaya." yan ang laging nasa isip ko for the past few weeks. i'm excited pero scared din. excited dahil finally i'm going to be free of every reason why i'm feeling depressed, exhausted and shit. scared kasi i'm about to lose money. how am i going to live eh wala naman akong naipon... naririnig ko na tuloi ang mommy ko: "i told you, mag-ipon ka na..."
ayoko namang isipin nila na i'm blaming LIBERTY for all these, because i am. CHOS. hindi naman lahat sa work ko sinisisi. siguro i have issues of my own. kaya nga timing na timing ung entry ni tenten and josa about midlife crisis. nakaka-relate ako. i'm torned between money and career. kasi naman pag-sinunod ko ang aking dreams, walang money pag nagtagal naman ako dito may pera nga ako, ipapang-ospital ko nga lang din. haaaay hanglabo men! minsan nga sabi ko gusto kong ma-COMA ng mga 2 weeks tapos gigising ako ulit. pero ang morbid naman, chaka hindi naman 'ata healthy ung ganun. whatever.
kaya nga i'm thankful kasi i have my friends and family to help me get through this stage of my life. wish ko lang pagnatapos nga lahat ito may buhok pa akO. i have alopecia areata, wag naman sanang maging alopecia universalis and by the term i think you know what's the worst thing that can happen. i just laugh about it though. ayoko na lang isipin. but to all my friends who's reading this thanks a many hokei?! i love you guys.. naks ang drama.
so, there.
6 comments:
toni, mamimiss ka namin.ala na akong ka-kulitan sa outluk.aay, naiiyak ako, mamimiss talaga kita. ako din i want to move on. pero saka na pag may malilipatan na.
basta just try to relax more. isipin mo makakawala ka na sa stresses ng liberty. malapit na. this should help you smile more. ganda pa naman ng smile mo :)
midlife crisis and shit ngayon, pero sabi nga sa kanta..there will be better days..yess, drama na. mahal ka namin toni. muwaaah
hay nako, bakit kayo nahawa ng depression ko? madami na tayong may midlife crisis. toni i'll miss you for sure. pero may blog naman so lets keep oursleves updated. mas important health lagi mo tatandaan yan. as long as ur happy kahit mamimiss ka namin, happy na rin kame for you.
josa!!! thanks sa comment. love you too. yoko na muna mag-elaborate baka maiyak ako sa post ko! : )
grabe na ito.. thank you tenten. alam mo sa tuwing maiisip kong hindi ko na kayo makikita naiiyak ako at nanghihinayang ako pero wala akong magagawa baka maubos ang hair ko...
hehehe kasalanan ni tenten ang midlife crisis na yan heheh joke lang po ;)
toni, i also believe that this is for the best, na magresign ka na... aay, naiiyak na naman ako. the best way is not necessarily the happiest way...
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