I miss my dad. Not that he's not around, or he's somewhere else or he isn't with us anymore (UTANG na LOOB HUWAG NAMAN PO PLEASE?!), It's just that for the past few months we have been noticing some changes in him. From a very bubbly person that he really is, and I think now you know where I got my personality, he now seem to be this uptight person who always lets out a huge sigh followed by an "iling". Eversince he got fired by one of our clients he's been like that and to be honest I cannot blame him because that client was the most important client my dad ever had. That's our family's bread and butter. Maybe he's really worried where to get money for his family. He still have two kids to send to school, plus cars that he needs to finish paying and of course household budget. Good thing Michael and I are now working, at least we can somehow help our parents with some bills.
He suddenly became very fragile and we can't seem to talk to him about it because he'd get irritated. All he's doing right now is go to hid local clinets during daytime then around afternoon when he gets home he'd watch DVD until he falls asleep. *SIGH*
I wish evrything will go back to where it was before.Like the times that my dad will check our rooms if all 4 of us are inside the house. Times where he would just let me put tire black onto the tires of his car and get paid P500 per tire. GRABE NO?!Those times that I would smile my killer smile to get the latest cellphone I want. The times when he would crack jokes even in the middle of dinner. The times where we just talk about anything. Hay. He rarely joins us for dinner nowadays and it really breaks my heart. I hope I can do something for him.
So there.
