weekend fun

haaay. sarap talaga pag-restdays... magastos. haha pero sobrang enjoi naman. i-wiwish mo na sana sabado at linggo na lang parati... EXXAGE! : ) shempre non-stop na naman ako nugn weekend. read on....

well after shift last saturday [which by the way ang last day ko sa 830pm shift huhuhu] eh picture galore kami. sample? e2...

ehem, meet the new account manager, JZ. hahaha WHY NOT?!! :)

kinaya nio bah?! i bet hindi. hahaha kulang pa yan... teaser lang yan kumbaga. anyway so shempre our mornings won't be complete without eating breakfast [hanggastOs talaga! hehe] and this time we decided to eat sa organic bazaar jan sa may leviste. what i had for breakfast? siomai and buko pandan juice. sarap naman. then off we [ ten, steffy, jemai and i] go to G4 to watch 'D ANOTHERS. haha laugh trip ito promise. we missed josa and mabs kasi hindi sila nakasama. [get well soon, JOSA!] after the movie malling konti, sinamahan si ten bili ng *get this* alak! hahaha which she will bring to a highschool dinner chorva. hahaha no, hindi naman sha alcoholic ladies and gentlemen :) after that she went home to laguna na. then we meet up with steffy's mom. treat nia kami lunch sa italliani's. kailangan kong i-share ito, na-meet namin si spiderman sa italliani's. swear. e2 ang katibayan:

san ka pah? kakatuwa mom ni steffy, sha pa talaga yung kumuha ng pic na yan. why not?! : )

so, nung makaramdam na kami ni jemai ng pagod umuwe na kami. i stayed in his place kasi we have lakad that night [hahah so, conio! :)]. we got up at 10pm tapos gimik na. saya. enjoi ako promise. inom na naman. usap, sayaw. anu ba? napapdalas na ito ha? hehehe and no, wala naman akong nainuman na beer ng ibang tao. whew. hahaha tapos kahit wala na akong boses videoke pa rin, saya walang kaagaw sa mic. hahahaha ending? 7am na 'ko nakauwe. hwehehe bad na ba akOng anak? hindi naman siguro no?!

in fairness hindi kami nag-kita ng parents ko over the weekend though dun ako sa cavite umuuwe. kasi nung dumating ako ng sunday morning tulog pa sila, at ako naman shempre natulog din, by the time i got up nakaalis na sila papunta ng boomland. ganda di ba?! : ) then i had to leave at 8pm kasi nuod naman kami sine ni mai, nakasalubong ko lang sila[parents ko] sa kalye, pinotpotan lang ako tapos deadma na... eh usually pag nagkakasalubong kami sa daan they call me. huhuhu they don't love me anymore.. hehehe exxage. siguro naman i'm a big gurl na [sobra nga eh ehehe] so hinahayaan na lang nila ako. after all i'm not doing anything wrong. whatever. so, there.

anung movie kamo? the machinist. hamfanget. hindi ko sha type. sorry sa mga may gusto nung film, pero boring sha for me. and fren, ok lang yun wag ka na mag-sorry tapos na eh. hahaha joke lang. wala lang, gusto lang naming gumastos. hahaha after the movie shempre starbucks for our daily dose of caffeine. then we decided to go to the office, wala lang pa-cute lang. stayed there for a few hours then op course headed home. road trip actually pauwe kina jemai dahil for some odd reason nakarating kami ng ateneo para mag-u turn. hahaha whatever, whatever. so, there goes my weekend. at 430am i was home and naka-lock ang mga doors, tsk, totoo na 'to they don't love me anymore.. heehehe buti na lang nagising ng maaga ang aming mabuting kasambahay na si ellen. haaay kungdi malamang na may dengue na'ko by now, or malaria. haaaaay.

ahahaha 'nga pala... if you're thinking na what to give me for christmas, think no more. hahaha pwede na yung billboard ni rafael rosell sa may EDSA. bwahihihihi kung panu at kelan nio kukunin dun, surprise me. hahahaha so, there you gO : )

and my mornings will never be the same again...

akala nio ba kayo lang? shempre ako rin... : )

mapa- SEATLLE's BEST,

or JABI

sa STARBUCKS,


jan sa McDONALDS'


O kahit jan sa may LEVISTE...

...my mORnings will never be the same without you guys... my very own breakfast club.

huhuhu 1230am shift na 'ko, i think i can't eat with you guys until the next schedule rotation. oh, well yaan mo na... love yah guys! i'll miss our "intellectual" converstions! hahaha

huwaaaaaaah ayoko naaaaaaaaaaaa!!! help... :'(
so, there.

A Letter To the One that God has Prepared For Me

am i too late for an explanation? heehehee well this letter here was an e-mail sent to my bessie tNA. she wanted me to post it here kasi bagay daw sa akin, leche di ba? but i find it very cute and somehow gives me hope. konti. hahahaha read on and enjoy!!! : )

***

I am wondering at this very minute if you are thinking of me, if you like
me, you are wondering what is taking us so long to find each other.
Many times I thought I finally found you only to be disillusioned by the
fact that my wait has not yet ended. I get up each morning hoping, dreaming,
longing to meet you. I am thinking of how we will meet, would it be as
romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? Or is it possible that I have
known you all my life but we have yet to realize that we are meant for each
other? Oh how I wish you were here right now because you are the only one
who has the answers to all my questions.

Sometimes I ask myself if I have ever really known "love". I do not have the
answer to that question either but I believe that, more often than not, we
will never really know what love is until we find that right person....
You just don't know how often I dream of finally knowing what it feels
like to be in your arms. Even at this very moment I am imagining how you
will simply sweep me off my feet! Perhaps I would be drawn to you by your
smile, or your eyes, or maybe even how you manage to make me laugh by your
silly little ways! I don't really know for sure but I am praying that God
will help me recognize you when the right time comes.

I think of all the pain that I have gone through in the past and of how much
I have cried since the day I began my search. I just wanted you to know that
I find my strength in clinging onto my vision of the beautiful life ahead of
me --- the life I shall spend with you. In my mind and in my heart I know
that you are worth all that pain and sacrifice. After all, the tears have
become a part of my life and I believe that they are slowly washing away my
flaws so that I would become perfect, not perfect in its truest sense, but
perfect --- for YOU! I wonder if you've gone through so much pain as well.
I wonder if you've been hurt so many times along the journey. But my
dearest one, please don't ever give up because I am right here... patiently
waiting for you! I assure you that when we finally find each other I would
slowly heal those wounds by my love.

At night, I would look out my window and stare at the beautiful sky, hoping
that somehow you are also looking up and wondering about me. I utter a
silent prayer and send all my cries to the heavens above thinking that in
time they would reach you. And when I feel impatient, I just close my eyes
and believe that you are on your way and that you are longing to see me as
well. It is funny but when I finally fall asleep, it is still you that I
think of, for you are always in my dreams. It seems that, for now,\r\n that is
the only place where I can hold on to you, long enough to tell you how much
I love you. In my dreams you would kiss away my fears and wrap me with your
arms of love.

And this, all the more, makes me want to wake up and face the new day
ahead with the hope that soon enough, you will no longer be a dream but a
reality and once again I am assured that you are worth the wait. And when
that time comes, everything will fall into its place, just as I had
imagined, just as I had thought and dreamed, just as I had believed it would
be! By then, I would simply look back and smile at all that I have gone
through, in spite of the pain and amidst the simple joys of life --- and I
would be very thankful because they all led me to you!

In the meantime, take care of yourself for me. Hold on to our dream and
don't even think of letting go. Believe in your heart that we will find each
other no matter what happens. God has planned the course and it is up to us to follow the directions. Don't worry, don't be afraid about getting lost,
God saw to it that all the roads, no matter which one you choose to
follow...lead to me.

~adapted

crazy 'OL me

soooobrang gusto ko 'tong sOng na ito! wala lang. GOING CRAZY by natalie. LSS ito..

"...I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby..."

haaay :)

sobrang krung-krung kO ngayong araw na ito promise...

swear, kahit hindi ako makatulog, pipilitin ko na, hinding-hindi na ko papasok ng hindi man lang natulog kahit 15 mins... haaaaaaay.

so, there.

in my drEams

i wish to live in my dreams where i can be with the one i want to spend my life with; [for now i guess. i so know myself, fickle minded!] i can change my mind at any time without thinking. but as of this time i wish to be trapped in my slumber, live there for a moment and be with him. live life as if it was our last day on earth. why in my dreams? It's because in my dreams, as i have told a friend, HE's mine; in my dreams, i'm HIS. in my dreams we're together- forever. but how long can i stay asleep? how long can i hold on to my dreams? not for long because eventually i have to wake up from my insanity. i have to face the fact that my dream will never be a reality. but how come they say dreams come true? maybe for others but not in my case. with me it's like saying that NEMO can ride a bike or susan roces can rule this country. OR i'm just starting to lose hope. i know it's too early to even think that and others may say i'm just over reacting, well maybe i am, but that's another part of the story. i'll deal with that later on. i hope to find the answers to all my questions then be able to accept them. can i sleep now? can i not wake up?

...o da barge? ang drama. tsk.

sana sportsfest na... woohooooo!!!

GO INPHONIC!!!

haaahaaay

so, there :)

doctor, doctor i am sick

i love thursdays! hindi kasi traffic. hehe kasi ba naman anong oras na ako nakauwe kanina, around 1230pm na because i went to PS Clinic this morning to see Dr.Corpuz and see what he has to say about the patches in my head. oh well, sabi nia he can only classify it for a sick leave dahil i'm still fit to work. haaaar. bad trip no? so hintayin ko pa talagang maubos ang hair ko tapos wala lang, since may abilidad pa rin akong magsalita at makipag-away sa customer over the phone eh fit to work pa rin ako? hanglabo talagaaa... pero i understand him, meron din shang sinusunod na grounds from HR. according to him kung sha lang ang masusunod he'll reconsider because i'm sick par se pero dahil may distinct definition DAW ang HR for sick leaves and med leaves eh unfortunately, hindi ako qualified for medical leave. leche di ba? whatever. enough of that baka masira ang araw ko wehehe and besides sabi ni boss emmah she'll try to figure something. so let's just hope for the best! ***nga pala i have to share this :) , sa sobrang frustrated ko kanina habang kausap ko si Dr. Corpuz hindi na ako makapag-argue, kasi sabi nia matagal na daw niang binigay yung opinion nia sa HR about my case by merely looking at my papers and mga claims ni boss emmah. i can only look at jemai who's by the way with me [THANK YOU FREN!!!] and flashed a wala-na-taung-magagawa-look. to the rescue, he then bluntly told Dr. Corpuz, " so you evaluated her just by looking at her?" something like that.. hang taray da barge?! hindi ko kinaya yun! hahaha and for that, haylabsyu jemai!!! shempre mega explain naman ang kawawang duktor. hahaha so, there.*** and after PSC, eat kami sa TOKYO TOKYO then punta naman kami sa medical plaza para magpa-appointment sa EENT. ginamit na ni jemai ang maxicard nia *clap,clap* so, ayun na nga nagpa-consult sha about his nose problems. harharhar he was advised to see Dr. Lao ata yun sa may MMC. aba at least sa Php500,000 a year na binabayad sa maxi care na yan eh nagamit nia na yung Php500 of it hwehehehe so, there. after seeing all these doctors we call it a day at umuwe na kami. i arrived 12pm at home and slept an hour after that. haaay meaning to say bangag na naman ako ngayon. customers? bear with me today. hahaha

*$%#@&!

sana tamaan ako ng kidlat mamaya.. o di kaya naman eh masagasaan ako ng pison OR mabagsakan ng malaking bato sa ulo para magising sa pagkakatulog ang isip ko. please. haaaaay. BUSET. grrrrrrr.  so, there.

pSYchO!

...hindi ko alam kung epekto ba ng malakas na kulog at ulan ito but while i was driving down coastal road, i felt tears are rushing down my cheeks. oo na, drama queen. haaay nako i wish i can say it here pero i'd rather keep it to myself for the meantime. teehee. walang magtatanong! :) wala lang, siguro nadala ako sa music na pinakinggan ko. haaay. kailan ba titigil ang kaka-emote ko? oh well... i wish i can tell, i intend to siguro hindi lang ngayon. don't get me wrong i'm perfectly ok, minsan lang talaga pag-inaatake ako ng kagagahan ko napapaiyak na lang ako bigla. they should have a doctor for this. hahaha i'm crazy!!! yeah, that's hOt!

LSS.

"...When I look in your eyes I can see
A million possibilities
And I know you'll be leaving me soon
But tonight ... Come a little bit closer
Let me hold you baby
I will be good to you
And we can try
To forget tomorrow
And make it last forever tonight..."

*** oNe of our baguio pictures, hehe can't get enough of it eh.. yeah, that's hOt!!! :)***

for nOw.

... i soooo love this song! wala lang. it's by XSCAPE. original soundtrack of the movie Hardball. haaaay. *sigh*

REST of MY LIFE

Suddenly, it happened so fast
I couldn't believe the news that I received
My heart stopped as I hit the floor
I fell to my knees cryin', "Lord, help me"

No matter what times brings
Or the changes we go through
In life there's some things
We just can't prepare for

I don't care what they say
Don't care what they do
I don't care what they think
Gonna love you for the rest of my life

Don't they know
True love never dies
I promise to love you
For the rest of my life

Life goes on, that's what they say
Time will heal all your pain away
But I feel, feel so alone and
Now you're gone, how can I live on

I don't care what they say
Don't care what they do (What they do)
I don't care what they think (Some times I love you)
Gonna love you for the rest of my life (Yeah)

Don't they know (True love)
True love never dies (It never, never, never, never dies)
I promise to love you (Gonna love you, gonna love you)
For the rest of my life (For the rest of my life, ooh

Until I see you again
I'll hold on to sweet memories, yeah
I'll treasure the times we spent
I see your eyes, you realize
I see your face, I see your smile
Callin' out my name

the baguio escapade!

...ehem.. here i am, before you all, hear me now finally i'm home! haha

oh well sabi ko ang unang-una kong gagawin pag-uwe ko eh matutulog ako but NOOO! well aside from eating breakfast with my folks, which i rarely do na these past weeks dahil may breakfast club na ako, i went upstairs to my brother's room and checked out my frinedster account. wala lang na-miss ko lang. hihihi in fairness i've one testimonial, one message and 3 friend requests, so not bad! :)

must be wondering what happened to our baguio escapade? ha! masaya. promise. 'yoko na nga sana bumaba ng manila eh , kungdi lang natatakot ako kay boss pam! hihihi [peace.] so aun na nga after endshift nung friday, nagmamadali kami to victory liner pasay to catch the 6am trip, umabot naman. mejo puyat kami na bumiyahe but it's ok i didn't mind at all, i was just so excited to get to baguio. hahaha and then finally at around 2pm pagdating namin dun, sugod kami sa MICROTEL -- feeling kami eh, har har har anyway, we ended up sa place beside it - vistro pensione something yung name. ok naman sha, funny kung panu namin napili yun kagad, nagdeposit kagad si jemai kasi eh, go figure. hahaha anyway, so pahinga konti tapos sugod kagad sa SM!!! ang galing nagpunta sa baguio para mag-sm :) but then again, we all didn't mind, masaya kaya, sm na walang aircon pero malamig hehehe jemai brought us to this cozy place called balconaje. sarap ng food. yum. after that we watched HERBIE, 'twas a nice movie.

at ng mapagod ang lahat, malamang kasi wala pa kaming tulog lahat, umuwe muna kami sa aming munting haven at sumumpang gigisisng ng 10pm para gumimik. may nalalaman pang alarm-alarm deadma naman! ang ending? ayun quarter to 12mn na kami gumisisng. at hindi lahat kami, si ten, jemai at ako lang ang bumangon. steffy and josa are somewhat in dreamland at ayaw gumising. pero keri lang so, ayun went to nevada square and danced the night away. haha imajinin nio na lang ako sumasayaw, hamfanget. haha

i enjoyed that night actually, i felt free, wala lang. wala kasing pretensions, basta iba yung feeling. we danced, drank, talked. and ten and i had 5 shots of tequilla! haha there goes our Php500 down the drain but it's all worth it. swear. hindi pa talaga ko nakuntento i also drank beer. ang masama hindi yung akin yung nainuman ko. hehe how embarassing. pero keri na lang buti na lang he's nice. i insisted to buy him another but he won't let me, so bahala na sha. hehe OO na, cute ito, pwedeng mowdel. but, he's not my type. haha mag-inarte bah?! feeeeling. shox. and besides he likes tenten eh, kaya you go gurl! :)

after naming mahilo kakasayaw at kakainom, we came to our senses at naisipang kumain muna. haha then nagdasal sa church, i prayed for something impossible pero what the heck? malay ko naman?! hwehehe and so there, at around 6am we went home and slept till 10am. off we went to ukay-ukay. sobrang enjoi kasama sila mag-ukay promise, nakakatuwa. mas enjoy pa nga ako maghanap ng outfit for them kesa yung para sa akin eh. nga pala hinatid din namin josa sa terminal kasi she has to go home for her class monday morning.

then off we go to one of the most amazing places i've been to. hehe sa camp john hay. super ganda, sana nga lang hindi umuulan nun para walk galore na lang kami to starbucks. and oh, favorite starbucks branch ko na yung andun. so cute! wala lang :) after having lattes and hot chocolate balik kami sa sm eager to watch HALE. pero so dami ng tao tapos umuulan pa kaya ayun nag-videoke na lang kami sa quantum. hehe 10 songs ito at nagre-range lang ang scores between 93 and 100. hahaha beat that! bet you can't! :) we are so like SINGERS! hihihihi

by 9pm we all went home to catch some sleep, shempre ukay all day? kapagod yun ha? pero hindi pa talaga kami nakuntentento dahil gumising pa kami ng mga 530 am para mag-ukay pa ulit. and op cors para bumili ng mga pasalubong and all. at 1030am ayun na uwe na kami. in fairness i left baguio with a heavy heart. swear. tama si jemai, WE SHALL RETURN! :)

frens, just want to thank you kasi i really had a nice time. sa uulitin! me lOves ya'll! mwuaah.

tara let's!

haym baaaack!

i'm sooo excited nang mag-endshift. i'm going to baguio with my friends mamaya and we'll stay there over the weekend! walang itenerary whatsoever. basta whatever will be, will be! ang saya-saya. i hope na mag-enjoy kami para naman makalimutan ang pressures ng work. [pressure daw oh?!] i'll be going with jemai, ten, steffy and josa and hoping to have a great time there. kailangan nga lang maaga kami umalis dito like after 530am gora na to victory liner for the 6am trip. [wish ko lang!]

sa haus natulog si jemai and ten. ang saya-saya! video galore kami. super dami ideas for a commercial skit. in fairness yung unang project namin ni ten ay successful. hehehe and we're so proud of it, kahit na mukha akong shungangertz sa commercial kuno na yun :) i think jemai's thinking of how he can show it to everybody by placing it in his blog... sana walang paraan, kakahiya eh. hahahaha

sana 530am na...

FRENS!!! tara na!

- you -

whenever i see you around,i can't help but SMILE.

you brighten my DAYS,

you make my HEART skip a beat,

you are the SUN in my sky,

you somehow help in bringing out the BEST in me.

and for that... THANK YOU.