Confessions Of A Drama Queen

Sideline

2009-07-05T06:20:00.002+08:00

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It was nice to see him again after a while. His warm eyes that melts me each time he looks at me. His killer smile that makes my knees wobble. I was so happy to see him that I hugged him the first time we saw each other.

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F4 is Back!

2009-06-14T10:46:00.005+08:00

On my DVD player that is... =P

I don't know why but yesterday while I was browsing through my DVDs I just felt the urge to watch Meteor Garden again. I got pretty excited since I looooove Jerry Yan so much (well, next to John Lloyd, Rob Pattinson and Hugh Jackman of course =P). I can't help but feel all nostalgic about it. I remember about eons of years ago when this show was first aired, I haven't watched it till it's 3rd or 4th week. I thought: "So after ng mga telenovela, chinese naman?" I was not at all interested. Then one day, I got so curious since my brother, who's like a huge guy who talks nothing but basketball, was in the house early from school at that time to watch Meteor Garden. Not to mention the publicity advertisement from the Kapamilya network about this show being super popular. And so the first episode I watched was the one where F4 and friends including Shan Tsai went to Okinawa, Japan for a vacation. The one where Dao Ming Sz caught Shan Tsai and Hua Ze Lei at the shore hugging each other. And from then on I was hooked! At first I liked Lei over Asz. But as the show progresses, I came to love Asz more than anyone else on that show. (hang cheesy lang...)

So anyway, as I watch one episode after the other, I feel that I have missed so much in my life. Like I was not able to really enjoy the times when I was still studying. But then again, I can't cry over spilled milk. That's why I will try to do everything and anything I want to do while I still can. I just hope I am not too late.

Till next! So, there.

I hope this time it's for real

2009-06-12T06:08:00.004+08:00

One day I just woke up and I muttered to myself: "Ayoko na..." . Then I went to the office, wrote down my resignation letter and handed it over to my General Manager.

After 6 years I decided to quit the call center industry. And believe me, it was not an easy decision to make because there's a lot of aspect in my life right now that'll be affected. Actually I feel kind of selfish for coming up with this decision but what can I do? I'm already on my late 20's and I feel that I have not accomplished anything yet, not those that I really wanted to do at least. That's why I decided to leave and brave the world outside call centers. I just hope it's not too late. Wish me luck!

And oh, I'm reviving my blog after soooo long. I'm excited. =)

The Drama Queen is back!

So, there.

Just Stand Up

2009-03-12T18:47:00.000+08:00

This has been on repeat for 3 days straight. I just love this song!

Lyrics | Various Artists lyrics - Just Stand Up lyrics

Blame it on the Weatherman

2009-03-02T18:13:00.000+08:00

It's just one more day
No one said
There would be rain again
Won't blame it on myself
I'll blame it on the weatherman
Get away for a while
Here I am out on my own again
Won't blame it on myself
I'll blame it on the weatherman

~ B*Witched

Miss Invisible

2009-02-26T16:39:00.000+08:00

There's a girl
Who sits under the bleachers
Just another day eating alone
And though she smiles
There is something just hiding
And she can't find a way to relate
She just goes unnoticed
As the crowd passes by
And she'll pretend to be busy
When inside she just wants to cry

-Story of my life. So there.

It's back...

2009-02-20T17:20:00.000+08:00

...I think. I just wish it'll go away forever.

I'm Yours

2009-01-20T21:43:00.000+08:00

Weddings. I love them.

Check out my Bestina's AVP from Nelwin Uy Photography. I love it!

http://www.nelwinuyphotography.com/shows/jordantina/

Wala lang. It's nice to see happy endings every now and then.

The year that was...

2008-12-31T06:24:00.000+08:00

I cannot let this day end without writing something about it.

Looking back at the past year I can say that it had been good; actually it has been great.

I've gone to many places this year and got to experience the beauty of each of the place I ever been to. I am forever grateful to Bubuy for helping me capture these wonderful moments :) And speaking of Bubuy, shempre this is the year I bought him in Greenhills and is still paying for it (hehehe)

I've had a lot of ups and downs. Down being me, turing 27. Aaaaaagrh!

Sabi ko dati 2008 is my year -- well, in a way yeah it was. I'm going to say it again. 2009 is my year. Promise yan. hehehe Friends?! Tignan nio lang... =P

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Christmas Wish

2008-12-26T05:00:00.000+08:00

Well, I literally went last minute Christmas shopping last 24th December. hihihi And while I was looking for the perfect gifts for every one that day I saw the one for me... no it was not Rafael Rosell whom I saw there at the Adidas store too, but the perfect pair of shoes that I want... sana makahabol pa sa pasko so kung sino man ang gusto magbigay sakin nito I promise I will love you for the rest of my life!!! hahaha

Only, I can't find the color I wanted on the Adidas website, that shoe right there is supposed to be loud pink in color; it's called the Women's Menari by Stella Mc Cartney.

So there! Merry Christmas everyone! :)

My name is Townii

2008-12-23T07:17:00.000+08:00

You Are Spontaneous and Whimsical

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

It's the LOVE thing!

2008-10-28T08:54:00.000+08:00

[01] Do you ever wonder what your ex is up to?
***hmmm All I know is he got married and he now has a kid.

[02] Have u ever been given roses?
*** Yes, by my bessie Mai.

[03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
*** A LOT!!! But my all time favorite is Serendipity and While you weere Sleeping.

[04] Had a Long Distance Relationship?
*** hmmm, nope. none.

[05] Do you believe in this saying-What goes around comes around?
*** But of course.

[06] Do you want to get married?
*** YES!

[07] single ?
*** Yeah.

[08] Whats your favorite color(s)?
***Many to mention. Right now, blue green.

[09] Who was the last person you held hands with?
*** Hmm, shet ang tagal na eh hindi ko na maalala. Prolly si Mai. hahaha

[10] Do you believe in love at first sight?
*** YES!

[11] would you kiss the last person
you kissed - again?
*** Hmmm, hindi na pwede eh. hahaha

[12] At what age did you start noticing the opposite gender?
*** Ilang taon ba yung Grade 1? hehehehe

[13] Do you like anyone?
*** Now?! Hmmm I think sooo. =P

[14] Do you know someone who likes you?
*** Wala eh.

[15] Do you love anyone?
*** My family and friends. (Yuck. Very showbiz ang sagot. hehehe)

[16] Does he knows you like him?
*** Hmmm tanga nia kung hindi.

[17] Why did you and your most recent ex break up?
***Inferness it 's not so recent anymore, 6 years ago pa ito eh. hahaha Pero to answer the question, kasi nakipagbalikan sha sa ex nia that time. Gagu lang diba?!

[18] When did you two last speak to one another?
*** Hmmm ages ago na, hindi ko na matandaan.

19] Would you get back together with your ex?
*** Not in a million years.

[20] What comes to your mind when you think of love?
*** Happy thoughts.

[21] Is there anyone who knows you inside and out?
*** Hmmm I like to think that yes - there's someone.

Follow-Up ng mga bituin

2008-10-28T05:20:00.000+08:00

Gemini Daily Love Horoscope

Tuesday, October 28
It is time for you to stop talking and to start taking action. If you want this relationship to develop, you will need to take it to the next level. Keeping it simple may seem easy, but it won't get you what you want.

~ I got to stop reading these. hahahaha Namimis-lead ako eh. Pesteng Facebook ito.

Ang sabi ng mga bituin

2008-10-26T09:20:00.000+08:00

Sunday, October 26

You may be feeling impatient in your romantic situation, but don't let this frustration overcome you. Meaningful relationships take time to develop, so just be patient. You will enjoy the end result.

-hmmmm sige na nga. hahahaha

Current Work Station

2008-10-25T09:50:00.000+08:00

Hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang beses ako ng move ng station since the day I was hired at ECOST. hahahaha NPA ako parati. Inferness there are reasons naman kaya lang minsan it's tiring, plus nakakalat na talaga sa buong floor ang mga gamit ko. hihihi Anyway, currently I am staying near Discovery Channel until the HR team is out of the Training/QA room. Makalat ako magstation, as in! hehehe

Hehehehe at ang binobrowse ko ay PBNation while chatting with Graceness. hahahaha

Happy Birthday Bestina!!!

2008-10-21T12:55:00.000+08:00

So hindi na naman tau magkita na naman... Pero I promise to buy you the books you like, yung nasa wish list mo, hmmm siguro dalawa dun... Hindi lahat ang mahal eh alam mo naman ang budget. hehehe

Anyway, you're another year older and as they say, another year wiser. I wish you good health to take care of your family and more happiness. And shempre mawawala ba namang ang "Thanks for putting up with me all these years". hahaha Love you Best. Mwah. Happy Birthday!!!!

Chinese Garter

2008-10-21T04:31:00.000+08:00

Share ko lang. This is very random. Pero natatawa ako inferness.

Yesterday galing office, I went home to sleep before my 3:00 AM shift. On my way to our door, may nadaanan akong 3 little girls na naglalaro ng Chinese garter. I think they were deciding sinong taya at sino ang tatalon. Then I heard something really funny...

Sabi nung isang girl, "Oy ako dapat ang mauna kasi chinese ako."

Natawa lang ako. hahaha yun lang.

So there.

Please VOTE.

2008-10-02T04:31:00.000+08:00

Please vote for my friend Jerome's t-shirt design here:

http://www.designbyhumans.com/vote/detail/29953

Thank you! :)

Somethin' about ME

2008-09-25T20:59:00.000+08:00

I was tagged by BESTINA.

1. Add your blog/s to the list. Feel free to add all your other blogs. It’s okay if you only post this questions in one blog as long as you answer them.
2. Get back to ME and I’ll add your blogs to the master’s list HERE {Note that you are not ALLOWED to change this links and make sure to leave the exact URL.}
3. Copy from Start to End.
4. Tag as many friends online you know. But you don’t need to be tag in order to join.

Who played along:1. Music of my Heart 2. Me and Mine 3. Creative in Me 4. For the LOVE of Food 5. Little Peanut 6. Pea in a Pod 7. It’s Where the HEART Is 8. Around the World 9. Quicker8 10. Eds Mommy Life 11. My Precious Niche 12. Just Me.. Eds 13. Princess Vien 14. In The Spirit of Dance 15. A Pocketful of Happiness 16. 1 Twelve St. 17. Everything But the Kitchen Sink 18. Confessions of a Drama Queen

Questions and Answers:

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
*"Commision of any two (2) offenses with a minimum penalty of Warning Suspension within a month shall be penalized by one (1) day suspension..." - eCost/PFSWeb Inc Corporate Manual

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
*My cellphone

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
*FRIENDS

4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
*12:00AM MNL

5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
*12:10AM MNL

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
*A song entitled "All my Love" by Innervoices played in my iTunes Library

7. When did you last step outside? what were you doing?
*Just an hour ago, from my apartment walking to where I can get a cab to get to work.

8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
*My emails at work.

9. What are you wearing?
*Black dress partnered with a black bolero and jeans.

10. Did you dream last night?
*That I went to visit my Lola in NY and we rode a very weird bike.

11. When did you last laugh?
*Just this morning with my officemates.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
*Flip chart papers with drawings from my trainees.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
*Hmmm, does weird-lookign officemates count? hahahaha

14. What do you think of this quiz?
*It's a nice thing to do especially when I'm this anxious at the moment. ehehehe

15. What is the last movie you saw?
*Omg, I can't remember, hmmm I think it was that morbid movie, The Happening.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
*I'll buy all the airlines and a gasoline station. hehehe

17. Tell me something about you that I don’t know:
*I am a softy. ahahaha

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
*Alisin ko lahat ng panget. hahahaha Joke lang.

19. Do you like to dance?
*Yes!!! hahaha But I'm too shy to do it.

20. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? a boy?
*Hmmm on top of my head - if I'll have a baby girl, I'll call her Julia. If a boy, Daniel.

21. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Of course, preferably in NYC!!!! hehehe

Now, I am tagging gingblu, jemai00, JDTamisen, Bryaniboy, Hammock20 and Mowna

Happy Birthday CJ!!!

2008-09-24T18:34:00.000+08:00

Since wala na kong money pambili ng gift sa'yo... (hehehe) Gawan na lang kita ng blog entry.

Ang alam ko, Carlos Jose ang ipapangalan sa kanya nung pinanganak sha eh, nagulat na lang kami naging english. hahahaha

ANYWAY...

Happy, happy 19th birthday Charles Joseph! I lab you. Kahit lagi kang sumpungin at lagi mo akong sinusungitan, labs pa rin kita! mwah. I wish that you stay happy. I'm just here if you need my help. Wag lang ngayon kasi wala na 'kong pera. hahahaha

*HUGS*

PB Nation

2008-09-23T22:56:00.000+08:00

My baby brother CJ had posted the photos I took last, last Sunday on their paintball website.

Thanks Ceej! Love you.

Check it out!

http://www.pbnation.com/showthread.php?t=1397767&page=53

NINA Sings Diane Warren Hits

2008-09-19T04:38:00.000+08:00

So I was out of the office for five days baby!!! 2 restdays and 3, well let's just say vacation. hahahaha *wink wink* And what did I do? Hmmm, well a whole lot of sleeping and tv and moping around. But at least I got the chance to see my parents and sibs during the weekend and took some photos of them playing paintball which I'm going to post right after I am done with a gazillion of emails I missed those 5 days. And shempre I went malling with Mai in Makati. And I bought the latest NINA CD!!!!!!! Walang kokontra please.

I super love her! hihihi And the songs too! When I got home that night I played it right away ang sang my heart out! Paki ko sa neigbors! hahahaha And on Saturday I'm watching her (YES! AGAIN.) at the Hard Rock Cafe in Makati!

CRASHED!

2008-09-13T00:09:00.000+08:00

Oh well, my PC in the office had crashed. Makukuha ko naman ang files ko kaya lang hassle kasi I need to wait a few days pa. Haaaay. Recertified kasi ayan tuloi. hahahaha

Alikabok ka lang

2008-09-06T02:13:00.000+08:00

Eh bakit kasi tatanga-tanga ka na naman? Ang arte-arte mo kasi. Iwasan mo na lang kasi nang hindi ka napapahamak. Pinapairal mo na naman ang kagagahan. Tsk. Masama yan, ikaw din naman ang nahihirapan. Pwede ba hindi sha kawalan sa buhay mo. Utang na loob, please lang. Pabayaan mo na sha - wala shang kakwenta-kwenta. Isa lang shang alikabok sa madaling punasan at mawawala din agad.

I need LOVE.

2008-09-05T20:23:00.000+08:00

This is my song, for now. hehehe

Song lyrics | I Need Love lyrics

Moved Out!

2008-08-29T04:06:00.000+08:00

I have moved out of my parents' house (yeah, again!) last Sunday and I'm now living somewhere in Mandaluyong, oo sa loob, Ward 54. hehehe

My room is soooo bare at the moment since wala naman akong mashadong gamit but I plan to furnish and interior decorate it. Wish ko lang magawa ko nga. For now this is how my room looks like from it's 4 corners.

I know, I know ang kalat. ehhehe I haven't unpack my clothes yet. Nasa kahon pa. Anyway nakakatamad pa kasi kulang-kulang yung mga gamit ko. I have a very long list of things to buy for my room. Hay. Gastos na naman. Pero ok lang. Basta iisa-isahin ko till mabili ko silang lahat.

Funny thing is, hindi naman kami nagkikita ni El (my housemate). Not since last Sunday when I first moved in. Kasi naman pagdating ko ng house after work, nakapasok na sila ni Ana.

So there, so far I'm enjoying though I miss my mom. Inferness. hahahaha

Ahahahaha

2008-08-28T19:11:00.000+08:00

Sorry na tanga lang.

Sabi ng Facebook Horoscope ko...

2008-08-27T16:42:00.000+08:00

Gemini Daily Love Horoscope

Wednesday, August 27
If you want someone to make the first move, you must allow yourself to be vulnerable. Let down your guard if you want others to approach you.

hahaha, very timely.

=P

Baduy

2008-08-27T01:17:00.000+08:00

Nakakatamad itong araw na ito.

So there.

Sigh...

2008-08-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

Basta lang. hahaha

Busyness

2008-08-12T01:30:00.000+08:00

Grabe... ilang days ko na bang hindi nakikita ang mga iba kong friends sa office. Sorry naman "busy" lang ako sa training. hehehe

Tanga tanga talaga....

2008-08-05T08:18:00.000+08:00

How can someone feel so bad about not having something that was not even his in the first place? tsk.

The Gay-est Song Ever

2008-07-03T04:32:00.000+08:00

Friends!

Please list down (through the comments of course) your top 3 gay-est song ever. I will tally all answers and give you the winning list after 24 hours.

Wala lang akong magawa. hehehe Chaka si Ice ang nagbigay ng idea. hehehe Peace lang.

Poll starts now.

The Ultimate Mocha

2008-07-03T03:17:00.000+08:00

Yey! After a looooong time sa wakas nakapag coffee bean ako!!! woohooo!!! Buti na lang napagawi kami sa Emerald kagabi. I lab it! Thanks Grace for coming with me!!! It made my day. hehehe

ISMAYL

2008-06-24T18:51:00.000+08:00

I think I'll be smiling a lot in the next few days. hehehe

NUTELLA

2008-06-19T01:45:00.000+08:00

Thanks to Grace for introducing me this delicious creation. hehehe This made my gloomy days. Sarap. Bili ako ulit. Try nio lang. Yummyness.

AYAW

2008-06-17T23:29:00.000+08:00

After so many years. Ayoko na please. Yun lang.

Thank you sooo much!

2008-06-03T19:45:00.000+08:00

The best way to end my very special day? Well, to chat with my long time crush. hahahaha -- sha na nga. The ALPHABET of my life. I just find it so amusing that after gazillion years of not hearing anything from him aba bigla na lang nag online ngayong araw na ito. And the best part is he greeted me too. Hay, the stars must've heard my plea. hahahaha

27th

2008-06-03T00:37:00.000+08:00

What's my birthday without a little drama? Ok fine sige na nga hindi lang little. hehehe Sorry I guess with age comes raging "drama" hormones. hehehe I felt that nothing is so special with this day parang wala lang sha, another ordinary day.

But I'm blaming it to PMS ok? Kasi naman of all days. Anyhoo, my friends know this about me ok, I'm an ultra mega super extremely emotional person - normal ko yun, so imagine pagnagwawala ang mga hormones ko diba?! So friends forgive me. Ngayon na narealize ko na I feel utterly stupid. hehehe But I'm glad you put up with me, special mention to my Bessie Mai. I know how bummed you are tuwing mag dadrama ako, sorry na ha? Thanks for making this day extra special for me.

He went to the office na may bitbit na flowers ladies and gents. I am soooo touched! Sobrang hindi na ko makaiyak sa gulat. Overwhelming yung feeling. With matching panginginig! hahaha Oa na kung oa pero it's true. My hands were shaking. I know I've said this a lot of times Fren, pero I want you to know how much you are appreciated. Thank you and I love you. I don't know what I'll do with out you. Hay so there. And to Ced, thanks din for lending me your ears. Uwe na dito. Oki? MWAH

And to Grace, thanks for the cake. hahaha Now I feel stupid after telling you my cake story. hahaha Tsk. Drama Queen talaga shet. mwah.

And to all who greeted me today. Thanks to all of you. Bestina, talking to you (thru YM) and making me realize how overly emotional I am (hehehehe I know...) never fails to make my day. Love you. Kisses to Tia ha?

Love ya'll. SYET 27 na'ko.

xoxo,
Toni

ASAR.

2008-05-30T18:43:00.000+08:00

Mabait ako pero walang mang-aabuso. Isang beses lang ako magsasalita tapos wala na kayong maririnig ulit dahil para sa akin ang matanda hindi na dapat pinagsasabihan. Isang beses lang tama na. Don't make me do something you'll regret.

Yun lang. Kapikon eh.

Strike Two!!!

2008-05-28T03:06:00.000+08:00

I just got home from work and I just need to blog about this before I hit the bed!!! hehehe

OMG.

Let's start from the very beginning. hahaha

About three weeks ago, it was a Monday night, I was going to work - nagpa-gas ako ng Php500. Without thinking, I paid everything I had. Needless to say hindi ako nagtira ng pang toll gate!!!! Narealize ko sha nakapila na 'ko sa Coastal Rd toll gate. huhuhu Nakakahiya. All I have left at that time was a dollar. PROMISE. Kasi that was the first night I reported back from work galing US. Grabe ang habang paliwanagan pero ang ending pumayag na kunin yung $1. hehehe Thanks Manong!!!

Tapos....

Naulit sha this morning!!! Sabi nga ng daddy ko ang swerte ko kasi hindi basta-basta pumapayag yung mga kumag dun sa toll gate na walang iniiwan. Kasi ngayon naman eh, naiwan ko yung wallet ko sa Jollibee sa office. Todo na ang pagpapacute ko kay Manong this time kasi Php5 lang yung barya sa car. Waaaaaaaaah. Gusto nia iwan ko yung tools ng sasakyan --- haller?! Ayoko nga noh, para sa Php18??! Fine. It's my fault pero wala lang, abala yun eh. hihihi Anyway I got away with it so there.

PROMISE HINDI NA ITO MAUULIT =)

Musings of a 26 year old (hehehe)

2008-05-23T18:49:00.000+08:00

I recently had talked to one of my closest friends, Ten. And it's only then that I realized that at this time of my life, everything seems to be the way I want everything to be. I know I might have mentioned that I am not happy - but what is happiness? Really? Now that I am about to turn a year older I need to focus my energy on some important things in my life - no, make that lovelife. hahaha

But then there's still a lot of not-so-good things that are happening especially at home but I'm glad it's now a bit better than the last few weeks. I just hope and pray that everything will work out between me and my entire family. I hope they know that I love them to bits. Hay. This blog was supposed to be about me and my realization. Sa ibang blog na lang yun. hehehe

Moving on, as I was saying... (hehe) I'm happy to say that I am doing good so far. I deserve this and so I am enjoying it. I guess I'm lucky that I am surrounded by people who loves me and who keeps me sane. People! You know who you are.

I don't know what might happen in the next half year but I'm pretty sure it's going to be interesting. Fine, I'll let go of the I'm-already-27-I'm-so-old-and-unfullfilled drama that I have going on and just live my life one day at a time.

Grace Marie Fuentes

2008-05-22T18:57:00.000+08:00

*HUGS* Take it easy. hehehe

OH NO!!!

2008-05-21T21:32:00.000+08:00

Hay... 13 more days to go... At 27 years old na 'ko. Hay. Not good. :'(

Waaaaaaah. Can I just stay 26 forever?!

Drama

2008-05-14T20:39:00.000+08:00

I try to smile and be ok.

It pains to hear those words from someone I thought would never say (nor think) something like that about me.

But I guess I'm never good enough for them.

I try to reason out in the best and calmest way I can, but I think I can never change their minds.

It hurts just thinking about it. I feel useless and the worst part is I still feel guilty though I know I have no reason to.

I have a lot to say. They're all in my heart but I can't seem to find a way to let it out. Sino ba namang nilalang ang gusto makarinig ng drama ng iba diba?

A friend once said: This too, shall pass.

I really hope so.

MY BIRTHDAY WISHLIST!!!

2008-04-30T08:46:00.000+08:00

I just realized that the time I'll leave Dallas will mean I only have a MONTH away from my birthday. Now I don't know whether to be happy and excited OR excited and scared. My God, I'll be 27 by then at sabi nga ni Ice start na daw yung ng "late 20's" Di ba 28 pa? huhuhuhu BWISET. But as much asI hate it i don't have a choice don't I? Oh well. And so I have decided to put up my BIRTHDAY WISHLIST!!!

hmmmm... Friends? Read on... - wishes are in no particular order (hehehe)

1. Make up brushes. Yep! That's right. Make up brushes - note that brushes in its plural form. So, set dapat. I kinda figured out to look a lil mature eh I need to put kolorete on my face. hehehe

Preferred brands: MAC (hehehe), Sephora, Body Shop; basta the works.

2. Shempre, Make-up. Set din ok?! To go with my make up brushes. =P

3. Boyfriend.

4. Technomarine Technodiamond Millennium Lavender Ladies Watch. Sale yan ngayon. hehehe Sige kahit anong kulay. =P

5. Jack Johnson CD. I liked his songs. Yan lang ang pinapakinggan ko dito. hehehe Repeat. hahaha

6. Jen Schefft's Better Single than Sorry. ahahaha Andaming magrereact nito. Well, may istorya yan - tonight, Marcela, myself and her friends, Carrie and Luis decided to have a chill out night and we went to Barnes and Noble dapat to catch up on our Tom Cruise and Katie gossip pero natanga ako sa laki ng place as in ang daming books and I've come across the self-improvement section na I think meron na ko nung karamihan. hahaha I even read the self-help book for Bridesmaids. hehehe But I read this one more, kasi easy read sha chaka it's realistic. Basta title pa lang akong-ako na. Hehehe

7. Did I mentioned boyfriend already? =P

8. A two-way ticket to NYC. Please, please.

9. A 2 BR unit in the Residences at Gbelt. Para social lang. hahaha Todo na ito!!!

8. Annual Appraisal mga 50%. ahahahaha. ASA PA.

9. Fully paid photography class. Para aatend na lang ako.

10. Money 'pang shopping. hahahaha Minumum of P5000.

11. I love the SPA or Wensha! So, GC from any of the two. haaaaay sarap.

12. Notebook Sleeve. Pang 14 inch pleeeease.

13. Ang dami na ata?!

14. Well wish list nga eh...

15. If hindi ako nakabili ng camera bag here, so camera bag na rin. =P

Hay my list can go on. Hindi nako makaisip ng iba pa. hehehe BTW, Jeremy exempted ka sa list na 'to pag-iisipan kong mabuti ang hihingin ko sayo. Owki? hahaha

So there.

Haaaaaay

2008-04-27T06:23:00.000+08:00

I want to go home.

HEY HEY HEY!

2008-04-24T08:59:00.000+08:00

So it's almost midnight here. I'm still up. Oh well so much for getting more sleep this week. It's like every single day we (Marce and I) have dinner plans with everybody! ahahaha I'm alright here friends. It's just that I can touch my phone anymore because I'm at P5200 now and I've the phone for just a week!!! hehehe I should've listened to Jemai. Dang!

Umuulan pa ng malakas ngayon todo na ang mga warning ng tornados at flash flood nakakapraning. Super. But thank God we're fine here so don't worry.

A lot would find this really weird but I really miss home :( There's no place like it. Swear.

In the City

2008-04-21T01:16:00.000+08:00

Hello people!!! Guess where I'm at? hehehe Kahit ako hindi makapaniwala. I'm in NYC baby!!! Oh well, so many things to do but seriosly, so liiiitle time. Sayang I'm only here for less than two days lang and shempre bitin. Hay. Oh well but I'm still thankful though. Nakita ko si Mia dahil 3 years ko na yun hindi nakita. My Aunt Nene and Kuya Robert whom I've never met ever and My Tito Jim and Eddie and my ever dearest Lola whom I've never seen for 13 years!!! I'm so happy to see all of them. Masaya tumira dito inferness. Wag na kaya akong umuwi? ahahaha Joke lang.

I arrived yesterday at exactly 11am EST and my aunt and kuya picked me up. They drove me around Manhattan and catched up. I love this place more than Dallas, no offense. hahaha Well except for LAN Support which is obviously not anywhere here in NY.hehehe Anyway, so I've seen some places and of course took pictures. Nice weather by the way! Ang swerte ko nga daw kasi maganda ang weather. Totoo. Mas tolerable yung lamig plus may araw so there. Gala-gala. My aunt take me to her store down at the Chelsea Ave. Nice. When we got there I met her hubby, Uncle Pete who's a photographer! So we talked a lot about photography and cameras and stuff. Sayang talaga hindi ako magtatagal.

Then we went to this place where there's a lot of Filipino restaurants and bought some Filipino food. Lerka, ang mahal ng Lucky me pancit canton dito ha, $2.00 isa haller. hahahah Kung alam ko lang na mahilig sila sa ganun nagdala ako at nagbenta. Anyway, we arrived in their place around 2.30pm na and stayed saglit till 4.00pm. Tapos I met with Mia na! It's nice to see an old friend. She's like our highschool bestfriend and seeing her in a foreign country is such a beautiful thing. Nakakapanlait kami in tagalog habang sinusuyod ang buong Manhattan. And when I say sinusuyod, I mean literally walking from one block to the other. We started at 32nd ave and ended in 60th!!! hahahaha Hindi na namin napansin ang oras at pagod. I took some pictures shempre kaso night version ngayon. I have no time to ramdam my pagod last night hehehe. We walked around and been to shempre those places any NY tourist would want to go to, except for Empire State building kasi sarado na sha for tourist sa gabi. I think we ate dinner 11.00pm na. Kakalakad. unfortunately wala kami mashadong picture together at alam nio naman si bubuy kung gano kabigat. ehehe plus most pictures don't include me on it. Oh well.

Balak ko, maaga ako gigising today kasi I'm leaving din mamayang gabi, uwe na ko sa Dallas (syet). But noooooo 2.30ish pm na ko nagising with a splitting head and body ahce! I swear I feel swollen and tired!!! Non-stop ako since the time I got to the US. And then tomorrow I got to work again. Haaaay. Hindi na ko napashal ng Manhattan to see it during daytime. Oh well may next time pa naman (SANAAAAAAAA).

I'm all packed now and ready to go in a couple of hours. I'm gonna miss this place.

PS: Picutres will be uploaded as soon as I'm back at the hotel. =P

xoxo,

Toni

First Friday Night in the Lone Star State

2008-04-19T06:45:00.000+08:00

OMG! I can't believe that I'm going to NYC!!! Well, actually may sakit talaga ako ngayon. I have colds and my right foot is acting up eversince lunch... maybe it's the tuna sandwich I had at Pot Belly. Man, those sandwiches are gooooood. Promises. Well ayun na nga so there. I was told by every single person to take meds na kasi nga naman first weekend ko dito sa US tapos may sakit ako. It's just that it's really freakin' cold here. Natatawa sa 'kin mga boss ko kasi the weather daw is nice pa, well sabi ko try living in the Philippines and you'll get what I'm sayin! Or lamigin lang talaga ko. Plus eversince I got super sick last Novemeber, my immune system has just been low, low. Hay.

So anyway, it's my first Friday night here and I'm in the hotel doing absolutely nothing. I'm watching TV while writing on here and chatting with whoever says hi to me in YM. I haven't even packed yet. hahaha And my shuttle will pick me up in like 7 hours! Oh well, later na yun. I was supposed to watch a concert with Marcela and her two other friends, Luis and Carrie. But then I felt that I needed to rest because my foot is really starting to grow big again... stupid gout attacks! Grrrr. Plus hectic sa office. Inferness MJ was telling me na lax lang daw and I wouldn't feel like workong but noooooo. Maybe because when he went here hindi naman sha nagtraining, eh well implementation account pa 'tong training here so apart from the training we have to attend all these meetings and meet people and stuff. Sobrang hectic din talaga. Hay so this is my chance to get away from it all and spend time with my family in NY and see my highschool friend, MIA!!!!

We talked on the phone pala kanina and it's so weird na we just have an hour difference from each other. But it feels nice. Dang! I only have less than two days in NY. Pero ok na rin at least I can go there and take pictures!!!!! OMGosh. Nagtataka siguro kayo kung bakit ala pa din akong pinopost na pictures. Kasi naman nahihiya akong ilabas dahil super mukha akong turista hahahaha Plus I stay in the training room the whole day I don't have time. Pero basta one of these days magpipicture ako sa office. We have a nice office here in full ferness. Chaka si CRAS pipicturan ko promises. I need time lang. hahahaha

Oh well, I hope makarating ako dun ng matiwasay. :P Wish me luck.

And in case you're wondering... wala pa kong major booboo. hahahaha

Friendster Horoscope for April 18, 2008!!!

2008-04-18T07:45:00.000+08:00

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)[?]

The Bottom Line

Stop reading books to figure out what to do in romance. Your heart already knows.

In Detail

Long ago you stopped believing that if you stepped on a crack you'd break your mother's back -- or that opening an umbrella indoors was going to bring bad luck. So why are you holding on to old superstitions about romance? There are no tricks to pull or mistakes to avoid -- all you need to do is communicate your feelings clearly and calmly. Stop playing games and reading books to know what to do. Your heart knows what to do, so you should start listening to it.

-- OMG! So this is it! Hahahaha Syet. Hmmm. Sundin ko kaya 'to?! ahahaha Lagot sakin talaga 'tong laptop na ito! ahahahahaha Can I just say na KINIKILIG AKO??! I think I just did! hihihihi

Parang umaarte lang.

2008-04-17T09:41:00.000+08:00

You know how it is when you really, really, really like someone??!!! As in really, really, really? ahahaha It's when your palm sweats when the person is around, or when you can't stop smiling just at the thought of the person, when you suddenly feel blood rush through your head because he's just at the other room, when you can't say anything -- as in anything when you see the person in the elevator, when you do all these stupid things then you panic because this person is super near you, when you suddenly become 25.5 times more clumsy around this person, when you just barge into the pantry to get coffee even if you just had one just to check this person at his work post or when you can't stop talking about this person all day... Haaaaaay. Todo na ito.

Ganyan. Ganyan ang nafeefeel ko. haaaaaaay. Saglit lang ang picture syet ginagather ko pa lahat ng courage ko. Dapat perfect eh. I still have more than 2 weeks. hihihi Baby steps. Yung ym muna kukunin ko. hahahahahaha Paano? Well, madali lang naman sirain ang laptop at tumawag sa LAN Support. ahehehe Choz. Joke lang. Basta bahala na. Syet.

Sigh.

2008-04-16T07:52:00.000+08:00

May cras ako sa office!!!!!!! Haaaay. Omg. Yun lang. A LAN support something. Gusto ko nga ibato 'tong laptop ko para masira tapos lagi nia akong tutulungan. hehehehe Picture? Sige wait lang kayo, oki? hehehe

Radisson Hotel Central Dallas

2008-04-15T05:57:00.000+08:00

6060 North Central Expressway, Dallas, Texas 75206

It's a nice hotel. Not so shabby though, or maybe nageexpect lang ako ng todo-todo. hahaha I mean I've been to a few hotels back home and Shang is one of the best, not that I stayed there or anything but I had the chance to see it, and boy it was beautiful. Well Radisson is good too but not as good as I thought it would be. hehehe Oh well. Here are some pictures of the hotel and my room. Yipeeeeee! hehehe I have taken these yesterday when Marcela and I arrived. I am living the life man! AHAHAHAHA lovin' it!

This is my room. RM 324

See the show on tv?! Gossip Girl baby!!! ahahaha

And lastly, lovely bathroom pictures... I'm keeping it as neat and dry as possible. hahaha

And oh, my kikay stuff. hahaha As if.

I promise to take as many pictures as soon as I am back on my feet around here. Promise baduy ako ngayon at KJ kasi pagod pa talaga ako sobra. And wala yung taga pilit na bumangon ako at nagsasabi na wag akong tatamad tamad. hahaha

Till next!

Mabuhay Texas! =P

2008-04-15T05:09:00.000+08:00

It is sooo hard to upload pictures and I hate it! Kainis. hehehe Oh well, I don't even have that many pictures since pagod pa ko from byahe tapos bigat ng camera ko. hahaha Tapos late na ko kanina sa training class ko naiwan ko good grief! Oh well babawi ako. hehehe

So far, so good. People in the PFS office are nice to me. And so are the people here at the hotel too. I haven't been out that much pero I'm planning to do a lot of good stuff here. Marcela and Erik are the ones who makes the plans for me and man they love to eat! So lahat ng na-lose ko (na hindi naman karamihan... hahahaha) are gained again -- I think. Here's my first meal when I arrived yesterday! Yummmmm.

It's a chicken burrito with mild and medium chili, cheese and corn. I had to ask to put it in a bowl coz I know I would have a hard time eating it. hahaha It's one Marcela's favorite Mexican restaurants here and believe me, she has a loooooot! Saraaaaaap. Kaso hindi ko naubos sa dami. hahaha

Then after eating we met up with her friends, Bellina and Ashton because they wanted to check out this house they are planning to buy. I took a few pictures of it, well actually I took pictures of the surroundings and a lil bit of the interior and not the house mismo. hehehe here they are...

Those pictures are taken around 7:00PM imagine that. Ang liwanag pa rin. hehehe Nakakaloka. Oh well, it was nice. Ang ganda noh? Hay I wish I can buy my own house like this someday. And by the looks of the pictures I know you can tell that it has a good neighborhood. Very homey. Then after going here, Marcela took me to WALMART!!! hahaha I mean I know my US trip isn't complete without a trip to walmart so there. We went grocery shopping and over spent on sweets and stuff. hahaha Marcela took a picture of me looking very, very tired. hahaha so eeeew.

Not so fab, a few hours off the plane, no shower no nothing! hahaha kadiri. And I don't know if you can tell pero jusko mamamatay na ko sa lamig nian. PROMISE. hahaha And what's more obvious is that ang negra negra ko na naman. hahahaha

So this is it for now until I figure out how to upload pictures easily. Again my good for nothing laptop is not giving me the best service so far. hahaha Till next!

xoxo,

Dizizit!!!

2008-04-14T07:33:00.000+08:00

This is it! i'm finally here.

I miss everyone back home. Totoo.

So far, so good. Op cors may mga picture kaya lang I'm too tired to wait for it to upload plus my good for nothing office issued laptop isn't working. I should've brought my own, kaasar. Oh well, it's 10.30PM here and I need to get up early to go to work at 8.00AM. Goodluck to me. I am so friggin' tired.

Bye for now! Pictures to be posted soon!

Mabuhay! hehehehe

APPROVE!

2008-03-28T20:30:00.000+08:00

Haaaaay. I've waited in line for almost 5.5 hours today at the US Embassy and just like everyone else there I was feeling very anxious of what might happen. Good thing God loves me. hehehe I just got approved of my US Visa application!!! Yahoooooooooo.

SA WAKAS!!!

2008-03-17T19:34:00.000+08:00

Hay salamat! After gazillion years nandito na ang minimithi at pangarap kong jackpot!!! hehehe Dugo't pawis ito. And I have another 6 months to work hard for it. hehehe OMG I am soooo happy!!!! Weeeeeee. Presenting -- My Bubuy.

SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!

2008-03-11T02:07:00.000+08:00

I don't want to share it YET kasi baka ma-jinx. Pero as soon as totoo na sha I'll post it here right away! Oh my God I am soooo excited. Coming soon this Saturday! Haaaaaaay. Kinikilig ako I can't wait. hahahaha

MY BIG LOVE

2008-02-27T18:16:00.000+08:00

Hay nako. Cheesy na kung cheesy. Pero I watched Sam Milby and Toni Gonzaga's new flick!!! And for me it was AMAZING! I swear. I enjoyed watching the movie. Ang pogiiiiiiiiii pa ni Sam. Haaaaay. Hehehe I can relate to a couple of characters in the movie infernessss. hehehe But! The most important thing of all is that Aira (Toni's character in the movie), showed me (and the whole nation, I guess) STEPS to living a healthy life:

1. Goal Setting.

2. Start Today!

3. There are NO short cuts.

4. Motivate yourself

5. Be happy!!!!

Come to think of it, these are no longer new to most of us. Alam na natin ito, sometimes we are just too stubborn to realize these. I hope moving forward, these steps will actually help me, not just in losing weight but in every aspect of my life. hahahaha That's me, mahilig magpaimpluwensha sa napapanuod. So, there.

DRAYBER

2008-02-22T19:06:00.000+08:00

Narealize ko lang kanina ano - mas matitiis ko pang maging pasahero ang Presidente ng Pilipinas or si Mascariñas sa kotse ko kaysa sa tatay ko. Promise.

Hapi Puso!

2008-02-14T19:59:00.000+08:00

Thanks to my bessie Fren who gave me flowers this Valentines day. I am so touched, Jemai. Thank you. Stay happy and inlove! Lab U!!!

POTEK

2008-02-12T19:29:00.000+08:00

Ilang araw na lang pala araw na naman ng mga puso. Hay. Stress.

The Best Training Team EVER!!!

2008-02-07T16:13:00.000+08:00

Hay, sabi nga ni Jonibelle sa email nia (which btw, made my day!) what is... www.thosewerethedays.com?! I miss my old training team. El, replied saying: "When work was super work pero never felt like working at all!" and it is soooooo true. I miss our yosi breaks, meeting sa starbucks downstairs para may mailagay sa WAR (hihihi), ang mga 4-5 hour team meetings pag saturday (kaloka!) Ang pagtuturuan kung sino ang mag-miminutes. Haaaaay. I miss you guys. Yun lang.

Shared B Training team, you're always loved.

The Pajama Party

2008-02-06T23:28:00.000+08:00

I never win contests, well I do it's just that I don't get the 1st prize or grand prize ever, in like - my entire life. When my teacher in the 3rd grade joined me in a singing contest I only got the 3rd prize, and there were 3 contestants! hahahaha I know. Then in the 4th grade I joined an essay writing contest about "books" and I won 2nd prize, to my dismay a 3rd grader at that time out smart me and won the 1st prize (kainis diber?! hehehe) But this all changed last February 1st! hahahaha I bagged the P1000 prize for best costume for our office PAJAMA PARTY theme. hehehehe

So there, nashare ko lang.

SANA TOTOO. hihihi

2008-01-30T16:20:00.000+08:00

The Bottom Line

You are finally starting to connect with someone new on a much deeper level today.

In Detail

You are finally starting to connect with someone new on a much deeper level -- this is the start of something very exciting. Today, you have got to do all you can to build on that momentum! Make sure you have at least one conversation with this person, just to keep that connection alive and well. An email will do the trick, so don't worry about trying to track them down on the phone or face to face. Just touching base will remind them of your place in their life.

Short Story

2008-01-27T03:45:00.000+08:00

There she was, sitting in her bedroom doodling on something. She's trying to get inspiration on the pictures she saw earlier that morning. "hmmmm." She sighed as she looked at them for the 100th time that afternoon. She finally picked her pen up and wrote:

He's perfect. He's a dream.... There's only one thing wrong. He's not mine.

At the thought, she got up and smiled weakly for her sake.

Sigh.... Part 2

2008-01-24T17:31:00.000+08:00

Grabe!!!!! Ang sarap lang pumasok na alam mong may bubuo ng araw mo. Yun lang. wahahahaha And not to mention I had more than enough sleep today kaya happy-happy lang ako ngayong araw. SARAP ng feeling. Sana 'wag mausog. hihihi

So there.

Sigh....

2008-01-24T00:07:00.000+08:00

Yun lang.

hihihihi

27 DRESSES

2008-01-22T20:45:00.000+08:00

http://www.27dressesthemovie.com/

Haaaaay. The story of my life. It literally feels like someone wrote my life story and charge me P210.00 to see it. hehehe

QUESTIONS i LURVE TO ANSWER!

2008-01-21T16:02:00.000+08:00

Again, compliments to DENPOT for this. Thanks so much. These never fails to make my day!!!

Read on.

1. Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
♥ Hmm, hindi pa dumadating eh. hahaha

2. When was your last hug, w/who?
♥ It was with Atong and Tina last Sunday. Gosh, I miss those two and Amerie too.

3 . Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
♥ yes op cors, I'm pretty sure. Although I'm not sure who. ahahaha

4. Do you sleep with the TV on?
♥ Yes, and it's becoming an issue at home. For obvious reasons. hehehe The thing is, I can't sleep in complete total darkness, so I had to put it in sleep mode. :P

5. What are you doing right now?
♥ Answering this survey, and waiting for my class to start... in about 15 minutes.

6. Who's Friendsters Password Do You Have?
♥ Hmmm, I'm not sure if Fren still has the same password though, and mine of course.

7. Name what you did yesterday?
♥ For a change, I got up around 2PM and went to Tina's and catched up, then around 1130 went to have a cup of coffee with Grace and yakked till it was 230AM I think. hehehe I had fun.

9. Are you dating the last person you kissed?
♥ Nope.

10. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
♥ Nope, I'm a certified goody-two-shoes! hehehehe

11. Is there someone you wanna date right now?
♥ DREW FULLER!!!

12. Have you ever crawled through a window?
♥ Nope. Not yet and hopefully I won't have to... I might not fit in. hahaha

14. Can you handle the truth?
♥ If I have to. CHOZ.

15. Are you too forgiving?
♥ Oh my God. Yes. I think that's the reason why I get into too much trouble!

16. Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex?
♥ Yep, I lived with one too, for a couple of months.

18. Are you closer to your mother or father?
♥ I'd like to say both. :P

19. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
♥Hahaha. Yes. I remember when I was a kid, I use to say I wanted to be a Nurse muna then I switched to a teacher, then a newscaster. wahahaha I dunno what happened, but as of this time, I think I got what I want, well at least one of them... I work as a trainer in a call center.

20. Do you have trust issues?
♥ Yes, and if trusting too much is an issue then I think I have a very serious problem.

21. Would you live with someone without marrying them?
♥ Yes.

22. Have your friends ever seen you cry?
♥ My gosh, I think they're tired of it. hahahaha

23. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
♥ Hmmm, I can't remember who I cried in front of, what I do remember is whom I cried on the telephone with, si Jemai.

24. Have you ever wanted to strip naked in front of someone?
♥ hahaha Who wouldn't?! hahaha

25. How many people can you say you've really loved?
♥ Not counting family and friends... none.

26. Do you eat healthy?
♥ Nope, kaya 'ata sinisingil na ako ng katawang lupa ko eh.

28. What are you listening to?
♥ iTunes. Take note of the playlist: Emote! hahaha Go figure!!!

29. If you could pick one person to disappear from the planet, who would it be?
♥ hmmm, that's a thinker.

THE STARS ARE SMILING DOWN UPON ME.

2008-01-21T14:58:00.000+08:00

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 2)

Today, January 21, 2008

The Bottom Line

Today will be a very good day for you! You are on the right track, and you know it.

In Detail

Feel like you've been on a roller coaster ride over the past few days? If so, you're in for some welcome news: all signs point toward today be a very good day for you! It will be full of just enough of a mix of new, exciting things and old, comforting things to keep you smiling. A nice surprise toward the afternoon will remind you of how much you are loved by the friends you've chosen to be in your life. You are on the right track, and you totally know it.

~ Well, I deserve this, don't I? hihihi

JUST SHOOT ME.

2008-01-18T16:42:00.000+08:00

Well, I just hope that something good's gonna come out of this. I've never been sickly since hmm I don't know, since I was born! Sabi nga nila, when it rains its four (hahahahaha pucha pinapatawa ko na lang ang sarili ko...) Akalain nio ba naman na ang dami kong sakit. Sinisingil na yata ako ng katawang lupa ko. It scares the hell out of me I swear but what can I do? Right? I have a lung problem, I have a bald spot in my head and I have torn ligaments -- in BOTH feet! And tomorrow, God knows anong meron pa. Sana wala na, please?

Sentido Comon

2008-01-17T16:47:00.000+08:00

My brother (Mykel) and I were talking on our way to our respective offices today when suddenly he said a very interesting thought:

"Alam mo 'te, ang common sense, not so common these days."

Napaisip naman ako then I said to myself, "hmmm, oo nga."

Fill in the blanks...

2008-01-12T01:25:00.000+08:00

Leave me alone. Stay away from me. Nahihirapan na 'ko. Please.

NAKAW lang.

2008-01-10T17:55:00.000+08:00

Got this from Denpot. hihihi

1. KWENTO NG NAME MO?
My full name is Maria Antonette C. Joquico. Sabi ng daddy, lahat ng panganay sa Joquico dapat may Antonio/ Antonia sa name tapos parents na lang bahala maghalo ng iba pang name. Am so glad hindi Antonia ang napili nila hehehe. Not that I'm so fond of my name either. So please call me Toni, kei? :P

2. Anung kwento ng last birthday mo?
I spent my birthday alone in one of my favorite hang outs -- in Starbucks Tagaytay. I went there after I heard mass from the Our Lady of Lourdes church in the same town. It's "ME" time. I enjoyed it.

3. Anung kwento ng 1st lovelife mo?
Isa lang shang bunga ng tuksuhan. Kainis. Hindi romantic. hehehe

4. Anung kwento ng lovelife mo ngayon?
Anu daw???!

5 . Anung kwento ng buhok mo ngayon.
I got so tired of the cut, so pinalagyan ko ng bangs. Princess Sarah bangs. hihihi Everybody says I look 20 years younger. hahahaha

6. Anung kwento ng computer mo?
Tong PC ko sa office was once owned by Bestina, kaya lang she left the company na to be a mom so when I got hired here, they gave this to me. Daming songs. hahahaha

7. Anung kwento ng kwarto mo?
Napakalat ng room ko ngayon. I want to buy a nice bed.

8. Anung kwento mo last christmas?
I had a very normal Christmas celebration, luto galore then eat with our family's friends. Tapos I slept na. hahaha Baduy. Hindi ko man lang inabot ang 12mn.

9. Anung kwento mo last valentine's day?
Anu pa eh di nasa opis lang ako nun, nagmumukomok kung bakit ba big deal ang VDAY.

10 . Anung kwento ng chinelas na suot mo?
Naka shoes aketch.

11. Anung kwento nung una mong nakita yung crush mo?
In full fairness, wala akong crush ngayon. I live a very dull life.

12. Anung kwento sayo ng parents mo tungkol kay santa claus?
Hindi sha naging issue sa amin eh. Alam ko lang nagbibigay sha ng gips.

13. Anung kwento nung best movie na pinanood mo?
Many to mention. hahaha Slumbook?

14. Anung kwento nung last time na umiyak ka?
Naku, kulang ang page na ito. Let's just say, I have issues. hahaha

******

1. GIVE 3 NAMES IN YOUR CELLPHONE'S INBOX .
First three, Tina D. Jaro, Jeng Balde and Steffy Yeung

2. WHAT IS YOUR MAIN RINGTONE?
Baduy ako eh, hehehe yung CLASSIC PHONE. hehehe

3 . WHAT DID YOU DO AT 12 LAST NIGHT?
Wala. Andito lang sa station ko nagchecheck ng Multiply. hehehe

4. WHO WAS/WERE THE LAST PERSON/S YOU WENT OUT WITH? WHERE?
Jemai and Ced. In Boracay beybe!!!

5. WHAT IS THE COLOR OF THE T-SHIRT YOU'RE WEARING NOW?
Green.

6. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU DID?
Makipagdaldalan sa OPS Floor.

7. NAME 3 OF YOUR EVERYDAY FAVORITE ITEMS.
Ipod, Cellphone and (very, very soon) CAMERA.

8. WHAT IS THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM?
Cream

9. HOW MUCH MONEY IS IN YOUR WALLET NOW?
Do you really wanna know? hehehe Less than 200 PHP.

I gotta find Home.

2008-01-07T19:18:00.000+08:00

Every year, I choose a song to be like the "sondtrack" of my life for that whole 365 days. And this year is no different. Here it is...

Home

by: Brian McKnight

Thinking back when we first met
I remember what you said
You said you'd never leave me
I let go of your hand
Built my castle in the sand
But now I'm reachin' out again
And I'm not letting go
Till you

Hold me
Mold me
Sometimes I feel so all alone
See, I gotta find my way back home
So why don't you
Shape me
make me
Wash me whiter than the snow
I gotta find my way
Back home

Master upon my knees i pray
I just want to be the clay
Put your arms around me
Place my life in your hands
Lord, I know I'm just a man
I know you understand
This time I'm not letting go
Till you

Anoint me
Appoint me
Sometimes I feel so alone
See, I gotta find my way back home
So why don't you
Chastise me
Baptize me
Wash me whiter than the snow
I gotta find my way

'Cause I'm lost and alone
I've been wandering
Long enough to know
Humbly I search for you
And I'm not gonna rest
Till you

Choose me
Use me
Sometimes I feel so alone
I'm on my way back home

So why don't you
Direct me
Bless me
Wash me whiter then the snow
I'm on my way
Back home

~So there.

2008!!!

2007-12-31T23:44:00.000+08:00

I don't know what is this, but I feel really good about this year. And now that it is 2008, I am looking forward to a LOT this year. Maybe it's because I am starting the year right. hehehe Basta. hihihi I hope this is going to be MY year. Happy New Year everyone!!! :P

Year 2008

2007-12-27T18:13:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, I can say that 2007 was not my year at all. But I'm happy that it was - for some people that I love. But that's fine, it made me look forward for the coming year. I really wish, hope and pray that 2008 will be my year! (Please?! hehehe) Sabi nga sa Chinese Zodiac, the year of the earth rat is the best time to move forward and start anew.

I think it's telling me something. hahaha Oh well, I can't wait!!!

A random thought.

2007-12-19T00:37:00.000+08:00

All these years.

AYOKO NA.

Please?!

GALIT NA GALIT AKO

2007-12-06T18:02:00.000+08:00

IBALIK NIO ANG PERA KO NGAYON DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I NEED MONEY RIGHT NOW AND DO YOU KNOW HOW UNHAPPY I AM??????? DO YOU FEEL MY ANGER?????!!!!!! ABA. BUTI NAMAN. KASI I AM REALLY, REALLY MAAAAAAAD. I HAD IT. I JUST HAD IT WITH THESE PEOPLE!!!!!!!! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. I PRAY TO GOD THAT HE GIVES ME ONE MORE CHANCE AND WHEN HE DOES, I WILL START ANEW.

Sick and Tired.... and BORED!!!

2007-12-01T11:19:00.000+08:00

It has been 4 days since I went to the doctor and was ordered not to go anywhere besides my bedroom and the kitchen. hehehe Seriously, I was on total bed rest for the rest of this week until next week, well until all (Lab) tests are done. Believe me, it was cool at first but as time progresses, I was actually thinking of buying all the dvds in Imus just to get through one day, plus I really can't sleep well because it's at night when it strikes the most. I feel very tired and exhausted and I always catch my breath that I would just cry myself until the Holy Spirit lets me sleep. Good thing my brother is always here to take care of me. If he hears that I am in pain he'd immediately check on me in my room and bring me anything that I need. hehehe I have a personal nurse. My back is already aching like crazy. I can't tell if it's because I cough so much or because I lie on the bed too much. Oh God. It's really hard!

I wish that I get well. I'm pretty sure I will, ako pa! But in the last 4 days I've been having doubts in my capabilities of overcoming this. I still need to go through some series of tests next week to see what's really wrong with me then the verdict. I'm sooo scared right now I might cry but I won't (hehe gulo). I have to face everyday like a normal day. Besides at least I can get to rest :)

And oh, I didn't wish for any of these to happen to me.

WANTED: A Friend.

2007-11-23T14:53:00.000+08:00

So, I was up and about last Thursday. I went home early, as in super early (don't ask.) Then went to sleep after like a couple of episodes on Charmed Season 8. Then woke around 12 noon to get ready to go to People Support to get my back pay. Yeah after gazillion years I finally had it. And it was not the amount I was expecting as it was too low. My God, I worked my ass there for almost 4 years and that's how they will repay me. Oh well, I don't even want to divulge how much because it's so not worth it. Anyway, I was too tired to argue and signed the quit-from-the-company form and that's it! I'm done with PS. Goodbye forever. Anyway, that's a whole different story. Plus, I don't want to dwell on it since I've got more pressing issues to deal with. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

So where was I? Oh, so before I went to People Support, I texted and or called like 20 or more people on my phonebook wondering if they can go malling or have coffee with me, since I don't want to waste my "Thanksgiving" night sleeping. But you know what? As in none of those people are available. NADA. I mean for someone who has TONS of friends, surprisingly not one of them are available. Well, except for EL who went to Starbucks with me to have coffee and chat a little to catch up. Either they have other plans or they don't want to go because of an errand, or they just don't want to go period. It felt like that I run out of friends that day - LITERALLY. Of course being the over analytical thinker that I am, I had lots on my mind that are not to good to even shere here and made me really, really, really sad. I mean, for someone who has never been alone in all my life, this is the first- no actually the second time that it happened. Like I said to my self the other day, it's 2001 all over again. I got no one while everybody else is busy having the time of their lives or are just plain busy. Hey, I have nothing against ALL my friends. I swear, to all of you I know you are all happy and have lives to live and I respect that. I am truly and sincerely very happy for all of you, I swear to God. But sometimes I just can't help but feel sorry for myself when these things happen to me. I don't know maybe this is God's way of telling me to be strong-er. Or He's just preparing me for my future - my destiny. Oh I don't know. My destiny to be alone forever. Ok, I can hear someone murmuring I'm too melodramtic. But who knows? That might just happen. But hey, this happened 6 years ago and I survived it, so I guess this wouldn't hurt. Oh whatever. My point is, I just don't know what to do, I'm scared and I am so not used to this. But! I don't have a choice, don't I?

But for whatever it's worth, talking to EL just made me realize about a couple of things and he unconsciously validated some of the things that I have trouble accepting. He was able to unconsciously help me in ways he may never realize. So EL, thank you! :) Have fun with Lisa, and keep on walking those 10,000 steps (in Glorietta or Greenbelt...) a day! hahaha

I don't now why I keep on doing this to myself, though I know that these causes sleepless nights, headaches and heart burn. hahaha Go figure. Whew! This has got to stop, well that's what I keep on telling myself but for some reason I can't.

But one thing I remembered before, I survived because of friends. And I think that's just what I need. A friend.

So there.

Sick

2007-11-19T15:37:00.000+08:00

I feel sick today.

I really can't tell if I am sick of my life or my work or I'm just sick period.

And the christmas songs played in malls are not helping..... Haaaaaay.

So there.

NOSTALGIA

2007-11-13T18:41:00.000+08:00

I feel nostalgic today.

I miss those times na hindi pa komplikado ang buhay ko. Lahat masaya. Nung times na ang kakapal pa ng mga kilay namin nila Tina. hehehe Nung nag-aala Jolina Magdangal ako sa hairdo. Nung siga pa si Yheng sa school pero hearthrob naman. Nung "darag queens" pa si Mhia at si Olai. Nung goody-two shoes pa ako, si Abby at si Tsiki. Nung mahirap hagilapin si Marj. Hmmm hanggang ngayon naman mahirap hagilapin yun eh. hahaha

Nung times na wala kaming inatupag kungdi mag-aral (NAKS) at manuod ng basketball sa gym. Nung times na hate na hate namin ang klase ni Mr. Eng. Nung takot na takot kami kay Ms. Mariano dahil nuknukan ng terror. Nung time na never ending ang lecture notes ni Mr. Gabriel sa Chem. At shempre pa ang kainan sa Audio-visual room na kala mo nanunuod ng sine. hahaha Yung time na bago pumasok at bago umuwe eh tatambay muna kina Kuya Tony para kumain. WAAAAAAAAAAH. Those were the good 'ol days. Simple lang pero rock.

At ngayon, as in today... well, ito surviving. Wala lang naisip ko lang kasi narinig ko ang "theme song" (oo na baduy na kung baduy) ng barkada:

"Count on me through think and thin
A friendship I will never end
When you are weak, I will be strong
Helping you to carry on
Call on me, I will be there
Don't be afraid
Please believe me when I say
Count on..."

So there.

SKRIP

2007-11-12T22:55:00.000+08:00

Ano ka ba naman? Alam mo naman na hindi habambuhay eh may kasama ka noh?

Alam ko naman yun, ang akin lang sana naman meron sa oras na kailangan ko.

Eh alam mo naman pala eh ano palang ine-emote mo diyan?

Wala... parang ang unfair lang kasi.

Alin na naman ang unfair?

Bakit sila lang eh paano naman ako?

Alam mo, labo mo. Tandaan mo dapat sa buhay matuto kang tumayo mag-isa dahil sooner or later wala ka ng ibang kakampi kungdi sarili mo. Ngayon kung pati sarili mo kalaban mo na rin, aba eh kawawa ka naman.

Weh, sabi ko nga.

Ayan diyan ka magaling, pag alam mong tama ako ganyan na lang ang nasasabi mo, sana nakikinig ka, hindi yung pasok sa kanang tenga tapos labas din sa kabila. Bale wala.

Eh hindi naman ninyo ako naiintindihan.

Kasi ang gulo mo magpaliwanag.

Sorry lang.

Piece of advice, no man is an island pero hindi sa lahat ng panahon may kasama ka, dadating ang panahon na kailangan mong lakarin ang buhay ng mag-isa.

Fine.

Bahala ka nga jan!

~ hahaha pwede na bang script writer?.

Dasal

2007-11-10T02:18:00.000+08:00

Lord,

Nawa'y kayanin ko pa.

Amen.

Friendster Horoscope for November 5, 2007

2007-11-05T07:00:00.000+08:00

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)

The Bottom Line

The level of romance in your life is about to go up, up, up! Anything is possible.

In Detail

A hot romance that is going on in someone else's life could be causing you to turn a bit green with envy -- but why? Take a look at what you've got going on right now and you'll soon see that the grass is not greener on the other side of the fence. Stop obsessing about what is missing from your life, and start appreciating what you have. You have a lot, and there are plenty of people who wish they were you. Your time will come, but in the meantime you must live in the moment.

~ayan, ang mga bituin na ang nagsasabi. Fine.

PANGARAP KO.

2007-10-29T16:41:00.000+08:00

Hindi na 'ko pinapatulog nito. Parati ko shang naiisip. Mahal ko na sha.

FRIENDS

2007-10-29T14:45:00.000+08:00

... Can't you depend on me?

I want to laugh with you when you laugh..

When you're happy, I want to be happy with you...

When it's hard for you, I want to share the burden.

When you're in pain, I want to cry with you.

That's what a friend is, right?! Am I wrong?

~Mizuke

The battle between patience and pragmatism rages on today, without resolution.

2007-10-26T17:41:00.000+08:00

Friendster Horoscope for October 26, 2007

The Bottom Line

The battle between patience and pragmatism rages on today, without resolution.

In Detail

Your heart wants one thing in your life right this very minute, but your head knows that it might not happen for a while. The battle between your impatient side and your pragmatic side will rage on today, with little (if any) resolution. This tension could cause you to lash out unusually at people who try to push your buttons. You will probably tell yourself it serves them right for trying to get you riled up, but in the end if you add to the animosity you aren't doing yourself any favors.

~VERY TIMELY.

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

2007-10-23T16:29:00.000+08:00

The movie's title was derived from a line of a poem by Alexander Pope entitled Eloisa to Abelard.

...How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!

The movie was ok. It was not as good as I expected it to be but nevertheless I appreciate it. Sabi nga ni Jenjen, it wasn't the movie itself that made her watch this film but the procedure that was done on Kate Winslet and Jim Carrey, so naenganyo naman si Ako. hehehe Sabi nga sa tagline ng movie na ito: "This film is for those with a past they'd rather forget." Very catchy most especially for people like Jenjen and me. hahahaha So in short I went out looking for this film and as I said in my previous posts, I'll watch it. And I did. Yesterday before going to sleep. Inferness nakakatouch although medyo hindi sha ganun kaganda or malamang hindi lang ako marunong mag-aapreciate ng mga movie na hindi normal ang set-up. hihihi

As I was watching the movie, shempre iniisip ko sana nga totoo ngang may ganung procedure yung ipapa-bura mo sa isip mo ang isang tao o kahit anong pangyayare sa buhay mo tapos pagkagising mo from the procedure eh para talagang walang nangyare or wala kang nakilalang taong ganun. But as the movie progresses, I came to realize kahit ano pang pagbubura ang gawin sa utak mo if you are bound to meet the person ganun din, uulit lang. Gets nio?! hehehe What I mean is, halimbawa magpapabura ako sa alaala ko na isang tao na ayoko na makasalamuha sa habang buhay (hehehe, may poot?!) and let's say sucessful naman. Then one day makikita ko sha diba na hindi ko na sha kilala pero since he's (HE talaga hahaha) the same person, at alaala ko lang (sa kanya) naman ang nabura at hindi ang yung posibility na umulit yung naramdaman ko sa taong yun before eh di uulit lang ulit. So in effect, ganun din. Gumastos pa 'ko kamusta naman. hehehe So dapat idagdag sa procedure eh patayin din yung taong pinabura mo sa isipan mo. Davah?! hehehe Joke lang, morbid naman mashado. Well I guess what I'm trying to say is why risk and go through a procedure to forget someone when infact you know deep inside your mind and heart that, that person will always be a part of your life wether you like it or not at nasa iyo ang powers to set him/her aside of your life and move forward. Am I making sense? hahaha Oh well.

I'm glad I watched this film, may naidulot namang maganda sa akin. :P

Jemai's Work of Art (@our expense!)

2007-10-21T16:38:00.000+08:00

We all know that Jemai has a knack for art and being creative. Kaya lang minsan yung pagiging creative nia eh kaming mga friends nia ang nagiging biktima! ahahaha Sometime 2005, ginawa nia 'tong mga spoof ng mga print ads. Ayan. hehehe Inferness ha, magaling.

Sana mahanap ko pa yung ibang ganito. hehehe

Thanks to Tenten for the picture, ninakaw ko sa isa sa mga blog posts nia. hehehe Grabe laugh trip kung laugh trip talaga.

Paint lang dati ang ginagamit ni fren well, well, well, ngayon photoshop na.

So there. :P

BESTINA

2007-10-21T15:32:00.000+08:00

Wish ko lang mag-open ka ng Multiply mo para naman makita mo ito.

First of all, Happy, happy birthday to you!!!

Second, a BIG thanks to you for your love and friendship all 11 years of our lives. Aba eh sino naman ang mag-aakalang tatagal tayo ng more than a decade?! ahahaha Yuck isang dekada na ang nakakalipas!!!

Third, alam ko namang wala ka nang mahihiling pa ngayon sa buhay mo. You are very happy and I'm happy for you. You are blessed with a wonderful family and a loving husband. At shempre pa si Tia turtle! :P

All these years you have been a part of my life, we had our share of good times and shempre pa our short comings and I'm glad na nalalagpasan naman natin lahat yun. I am looking forward to many years more ahead of us. Sana dumating naman yung time na ako na yung binibigyan mo ng pointers sa panganganak. hahaha

Halabshuuu BESTINA. mwah. Friends for keeps.

The End.

2007-10-21T13:53:00.000+08:00

Hay... So my "vacation" officially ended last friday. I'm now on my restday and I will be reporting to work (again) tomorrow night. I'm about to teach Class 5. BRING IT ON!!! I'm not excited to go back BTW. hehehe But I know I will die (literally) kapag hindi pa ako bumalik. I just realized that I am really bound to work my ass off if I want to survive the journey they call LIFE. Seriously.

Anyway, so a lot of my office friends are asking me how am I spending slash enjoying my "vacation". I always tell them it's not too shabby. First of all, like I metioned before, I don't have money to go somewhere fabulous, second... hmmm actually sa first reason ko pa lang damay-damay na lahat. hahahaha However, at least I am able to do and accomplish a few things that I can never attend to kapag may pasok ako.

Let's see how I spent those 5 sweet days...

Monday
I woke up early to go to the bank and have my check encashed. I met up with the "love birds" and ate breakfast after at Heaven and Eggs in G4. Buti na lang wala pang mga pagsabog na naganap nung mga panahon na yun. hehehe Then, since nagccrave kaming tatlo (mai, ced and moi) sa Krispy Kreme, we headed to Greenhills and ate KK there. SARAAAAP. Shempre malling here and there hanggang sa mapagod. But since I didn't have car that time, I can't go home ng mga 4pm. Masstuck lang ako sa traffic. Huwag na lang, so nagpaiwan na lang ako sa greenhills and I shopped by myself Buti na lang Jenjen went there. So we ended up buying the whole place. hahahaha EXXAGE. Joke lang. We shopped, ate, yosi and coffee there until around 915pm. I went home na pagod na pagod so I just slept. hahaha

Tuesday
Dapat punta ako sa LTO to have my DL renewed. Pero tinamad po ako mga friends! hahaha So i just stayed sa house and watched tv. Tapos natulog lang ng natulog. hahaha

Wednesday
I spent like half a day sa LTO. I also spent P150 for Drug test (negative btw, hehehe) P100 for medical exam and P277 for the liscence and other penalties. It was worth it kasi I got the ID agad. Then afterwards I went to SM Bacoor. Napabili na naman ako ng damit at libro. Grrr gastos! hahaha I also got my nails done.

Thursday
Sa wakas natapos ko na ang clearance ko and exit interview with PeopleSupport after 7 months!!! hahaha I woke up at 6am and I arrived there ng 9am, hintay ako ni Boss Ruel. hehehe I saw old friends and even my old station when I went there. Kakamiss inferness. Sayang hindi ko nakita ang Shared B trainers pero ok lang I'm sure magkikita-kita pa kami ulit, siguro pagnakuha ko na ang back pay ko. hahahaha I finished the clearance and exit interview a little early than I expected so I decided to swing by my old apartment and visited Pampam. Ayun kwentuhan galore kami about our lives. Catching up with the old times lang. Na-miss ko din ang apartment namin inferness, hay. Malapit lang ako sa malls at sa kahit anong galaan before. huhuhu Promise maghahanap na ako ulit ng apartment na close to work.

Then I met up with my bessie mai at Gateway to have a lunch date with him. Wala lang kwentuhan lang, picture picure, mawawala ba naman yun?! Tapos since ginagawa ang Starbucks Araneta (hehehe) Nag-dairy queen na lang kami. I bought a vcd copy of the movie, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind na up to this writing eh hindi ko pa rin napapanuod. hihihihi Again, I don't have a car that time so I had to wait till it's 9pm to go home na walang hassle ng trafik. I went home with Mai sa Tamblot (hahaha) then waited for him till he goes to work. In short sumama pa ako sa office. hahaha at buti na lang din dahil kamusta naman ang mga habilin ko parang walang nagagawa. hehehe Tapos I went home around 10pm. Ayun na nga dapat papanuorin ko sha pagkauwe ko kaso parang first part pa lang nung movie eh nakakabagot na. Maybe some other time na lang, hehehe.

Friday
Grabe nagising ata ako mga 1pm na. Pero good thing na rin kasi papunta naman si Best Tina sa Bacoor, therefore I can visit her there. I can't go to her in-laws kasi na walang dalang sasakyan eh, kamusta naman ang kalayuan. So, in short I went there and spent time with my Amerie and the whole Duenas household. Picture picture ulit. Sarap ng feeling, catching up with the old times and remenscing lang kami ni Tina. Talking about our lives and how fed up we are. hahaha Well inferness I really didn't have the heart to talk to Tina about my REAL sentiments kasi I don't want to bug her with my "dramas" anymore, she's super happy with her life and the least that I can do for her is to support and be happy as well. Hay so there. Pero enjoy talaga kasi sobrang madalang na kami magkita nun eh.

Then, when I got home from Tina's, shempre upload ng pics and all sa multiply ko, pero basta ang ending eh, nagpunta ako sa office because something is not happening. hahaha I'd rather not elaborate kasi nasstress lang ako. But everything is going well na this time (I HOPE) and sana wala ng aberya pagbalik ko bukas. PLEASE LANG.

So there. Yun lang, hehehe hindi sha talaga bakashon but I enjoyed doing things na pang normal na tao. hahaha As if. And I enjoyed sleeping at night and wide awake kapag may araw. Haaaay kelan kaya mauulit ito?

Friendster Horoscope for October 20, 2007

2007-10-20T07:08:00.000+08:00

The Bottom Line

When your schedule frees up, check out that foreign film no one else wants to see.

In Detail

When your schedule frees up and presents you with a great big chunk of free time (and it will) today, be sure you have a good way to use it up! Try not to fritter away the hours with mindless channel-surfing, shopping or napping. You need a fun escapade you can enjoy by yourself. Take yourself to a nice dinner. Check out that foreign film no one else wants to see. Go get a massage. Whatever you do, try to use your extra time to treat yourself extra nice.

~Well, I think I need to follow what the stars are telling me to do.

...

2007-10-19T20:44:00.000+08:00

I think I need to go back to work or else I wouldn't think twice on the thought of killing myself.

:(

2007-10-19T11:00:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I just wish I was never born.

SABI NILA

2007-10-17T15:57:00.000+08:00

Sabi nila be patient... Sabi nila HE'LL just come my way... Sabi nila dadating din sha when I least expect it, in an unexpected time and place... Sabi nila kasi naman it's too early for me... Sabi nila wala naman daw kasi akong ginagawa... Sabi nila hindi naman daw kasi ako lumalabas... Sabi nila mashado lang daw akong atat... Sabi nila mag-enjoy muna ako sa buhay ko... Sabi nila it's not yet my time... Sabi nila I'm not yet ready... SO, WHEN WILL I EVER BE???!

Lisenshado!!!

2007-10-17T12:56:00.000+08:00

Finally! After 4 months of driving the streets of EDSA eh may lisensha na ako ulit!!! Yahooooo. Pwede na 'ko mamviolate ng traffic rules and regulations. hahaha JOKE lang. Anyhoo,I woke up around 7am to go to Imus LTO. Inferness hindi naman ganon ka-hassle although mas mahaba ang waiting time ngayon. It was worth it kasi I already got my DL ID! Dati you will have to wait for like half a year to get it eh... Haaaay. And I would like to thank those wonderful people in the Clinic (for medical exams) and they guy in the Drug Testing clinic for being very accomodating and friendly. Ang bwiset eh yung nasa picturan, hay nako kahit kelan talaga mga tao dun parang mga ewan, kasalanan ko bang maraming tao ang nagpapa-renew ng lisensha?! Oh well. Ayan ampanget ko tuloy sa lisensha ko. Hahaha at 3 years ulit bago 'to mapapalitan so there. :P

So, right after LTO, I went to SM and bought myself some stuff (ayus, kala mo daming pera) then I ate lunch and went home na rin. Grabe ngayon my head hurts. As in throbbing sha. I don't know what happened. I bought a book btw. Hahaha sana matapos ko sha, kasi naman 3rd day pa lang ng VL ko nauubusan na 'ko ng gagawin. Tomorrow morning I'll go to PS for clearance and exit interview then visit Dra. Calcena for tooth extraction. Then hopefully on Friday I can sleep over kina Tina. I wanted to watch the Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind... very timely kasi. Kaso ito namang si Tenten eh sinabi naman ang ending, kainis.

So far nageenjoy naman ako sa VL ko kasi nagagawa ko yung mga bagay na hindi ko magawa pag may pasok. I just wish that when I go back to work, rejuvinated na 'ko. Believe me, I'm really trying to motivate myself and convince myself na I'm doing good, that I'll be fine. Pero sometimes, it's really hard to put a big fat smile on my face kasi I know deep inside me I'm slowly dying... Ayun na drama na. Hay manuod na lang kau ng Apat Dapat; Dapat Apat. I SWEAR. Laugh trip talaga na may halong unting drama.

Hay, so there.