A Look Back to Go Forward

It has been a while since I last wrote something on here- 2 years and 7 months to be exact but who's counting? Now I wonder what have I been doing in the last 2 years? Interesting. Let's see.

The last blog entry I posted was dated 27th August of 2012. I clearly remember around that time I said, no I promised myself that I will attempt to write again. Writing, although not really a talent of mine, helps me in a lot of ways. It makes me think and re-think things. Things in my life. And by things I mean decisions, choices and aspirations. 

I think looking back is going to be fun. 

(Mid) 2012

Now I have to make use of my Facebook page to help me remember what transpired during this year. 

I remember this was the year I realized what I want to do with my life, actually, more like where I want to go...but I will blog about that for later. 

Anyway, the highlight of this year was when I was given the chance to implement an account for my former employer. The company flew me to our clients' headquarters in Las Vegas, NV for training. So many firsts on this trip- first to fly alone, first to train a group of 50 people whose first language is English. Totally nerve-wracking. First time in Las Vegas. It was a surreal experience. 

2013

All I remember about 2013 was that it was the hardest of times for me and my loved ones. We had to go through a major shift in the way we live, our faith was shaken and tested. I for one almost broke down. It was a tough year but together with my family we were able to get through it. I never knew I have that kind of strength. It's true what they say, you will never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have. 

Despite it all, I'm glad we went through the hard times. It made me stronger, smarter and most importantly full of hope. 

2014

This has been the most liberating year for me. I traveled half the world and had a marvelous experience to boot. The year I was able to live my dream. I went to New York and lived there for half of 2014. The best. 

The year where I realized what I had in me to survive such a fast-paced life, with the most impatient and rushed people in the world. Considering that I am the most laid back person I know in this lifetime.  

After what seemed like a thousand years, I fell in love... again. It was too soon, I know- but I didn't care. My heart was and still is in love with the perfect guy. 

In the city, I felt free and happy. Free and happy to do all the things I want to do. The city has the kind of vibe where I felt like I can accomplish a lot and chase my dreams; bring them to life.

I am honored to have been given the chance to explore the most exciting city in the world.

My journey isn't over. Not until I say it's over. Because you see, I left my heart in New York. 

Another highlight of 2014 is my drastic career change. I delved into the world of freelance. I became a work-at-home person and so far it is a blast. I realized that there are more things to learn than what I already know from my 10-year stint in the corporate world. 

It has opened many doors for me- allowed me to think and re-think my priorities. It gave me the chance to plan for my (and my family's) future. It gave me a lot of time to take care of my self as well. And surprisingly, I am really good at it. 

And now, 2015 is finally here... it's been pretty exciting so far. So many plans, so many dreams that I want to pursue. I know I am going to have a fantastic year. My best year yet. 

For the first time in my life, I really feel alive!

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