PBB fever.

you know what amuses me? when i listen to him talk about PBB. totoo. hahahahaha mantakin mo, nakikipagkwentuhan ang manager namin sa amin about PBB?! winner. i know it's rude to stare, pero i can't help it. ahihihihi as in. kasi naman pagnagkukwento pa sha parang he's soooo into it. hahaaaaay. hang kyuuut. hehehe na-share ko lang :P

boohooo*

owel, i went home last weekend. i missed everybody and everything about Cavite. talk about being nostalgic and sh*t. haaaaay. so i went home at around 1pm. it was freakin' humid. hang taas ng araw! anyhoo, i was kind of excited to see everybody, my mommy and popsie, my sister, my two brothers, lola LIT and my dog POLDO. when i arrived, i ate [again] then went up to my room to fix my stuffs. instead of sleeping, for some reason, naglaba ako. hehehehe result? i woke up at 11pm when i was supposed to pick jemai up at around 9pm. grrrrr. hindi pa nakuntento, natulog ulit pagkabangon ko! i ended up leaving the house at 12am. sheesh. churi na fren... haaaay i was kind of looking forward to check out TIENDESITAS, the origianal plan was that i will pick him up at 9 or 930ish then go there before gimik. but because i was such a sleepy head, it didn't happen.

so went to the same place we went last week hoping that it'll be twice as fun. ngunit hindi po mga kaibigan. i felt bad kasi mejo nadisappoint 'ata si fren eh, might be because i was super late again. chaka may mga unwanted elements *wink* hahahaha have you ever been in a situation na you want to do or say something but you can't because you might hurt feelings? hmmm malamang! napaka-common nun eh. hehehehe well, i was in that kind of situation that night, i sooo wanted to say or do something to this person kaya lang i don't know how. hindi ko alam how and what to react kasi i'm not in the position to do or say something, jusko baka pagnagalit yun, kuyugin ako dun. wahahahaha ako talaga yung dayo eh... haaaay. but i seriously want to break his neck. harharhar enough. we went home at around 4am but we had breakfast muna sa mc donalds peoplesupport. usap-usap about life-life... hehehe sabi ko pa nga: 'i LOVE my lIFE now..' claudine, ishdatchuuu?! hehehe well kumpara namant laga dati eh, mas trip ko naman ang takbo ng buhay ko ngayon eh... tama na, ibang topic na ng bLOg yan :D 'nga pala. si fren ang driver pauwe. well, from now on tuwing gimik he'll be driving us home. wahahaha well actually, what's gonna happen is that, he's gonna drive himself home, kasi i'll drive ulit pauwe ng Cavite. huhuhuhuhu ganun din...

all day sunday naman i was just watching Will and Grace. yipiiii. i bought season 7. sayang nga eh yun lang ang available. syet imagine baka kung may iba pang season na available eh malamang kahit wag na 'kong kumain bibilhin ko na talaga... ehehehehe i enjoyed watching! jack and karen is sooooo funny! ayan, next to FRIENDS, Will and Grace na yung favorite ko. super funny. so there i was just bummin around all sunday, not knowing na nagkakagulo na pala sa manila. hay nako... NO COMMENT! yoko nang magsalita about how lousy our government is. hehehe there, enough said :)

so, i spent the whole day watching tv and texting. hahaha salamat sa unlimited text! hihihihi i kind of missed doing text marathon with Pie. basta fwen, kung saan ka masaya suportahan taka! hokei?! you know that i love you and i'm just here. always. muaaah.

hmmm feb. 28th na pala it's baji's bithday... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!!!!! i love you. hehehe i know you love me more now. ahahaha binilan ko shang cellphone. hihihihi with flashlight! san ko nakuha? secreeet :D

haaaay. stress today. super daming calls! nakakabuset. at this time i already answered 55 calls! my GOD. grrrrr talaga. and oh, iba na pala ang shift ni jemai :( 2pm-11pm na sha and he'll be in training for a new account for two months. haaay i'm gonna miss my fren. hehehehe ang arte noh? well i bet he's even relieved by this eh, imagine mawawala akO sa sirkulashon ng buhay nia for two months?! wahahaha owel.

i can't wait to get home! i want to sleep until my eyes pop out [huwaw paano yun?!] basta. pero kasi naman maglilinis pa ako. ayoko ng ipisin. so, there.

:'(

narealize ko lang kani-kanina... i miss the old days :(

grrrrrrrr

FEBRUARY 23, 2006

omg! for the first time in weeks... i had 10 hours of sleep! yahoooo. buti naman. i feel good today kasi nakapagpahinga ang katawang lupa ko. hehehe so there. i heard a nice song sa cab kanina on my way here... actually matagal ko na shang naririnig pero now ko lang sha naappreciate. 'akin ka na lang' by ITCHYWORMS. coolness nga rin ng video nito eh, very oldie. hehehe haaay. what i have been up to lately?! lemme check. hindi akO nakauwe ng cavite nung weekend. haaaay. pero keri na rin at least i have jemai to accompany me nung weekend na yun. coffee. malling. tapos shempre back to normal ang lahat kapag weekdays, office na naman. grrrr ay, nagbadminton nga pala kami ni tenten nung tuesday morning. feeling sporty. hahaha tapos sabi ko uulitin ko let dapat kahapon but to no avail :D churi na i'm not feeling well yesterday. mas pinili ko na lang matulog. at success naman sha kasi nga i slept for 10 straight hours. woohooo! syet ang lamig dito sa station ko... huhuhu sooobraaa. kung 'di lang dahil sa tao sa likod ko *wink* hindi ako magchachaga here eh :D ewan ko ba? bakit kaya ganun, lagi ko na lang tinotorture ang sarili ko para sa ibang taO? hehehe whatever. haaay gusto ko na umuwe. wala lang. gusto ko lang. hehehe tapos hindi na ako babalik kahit kelan. well sana nga pwede yun. unfortunately hindeee. huhuhuhuhu sana paglabas ko ng opisina mamaya kainin na akO ng lupa. or mahagip ng bus. un lang naman ang wish ko. hehehe mejO morbid anO? haaaay.

so, there.

Click!

*wacky saturday... and very colorful din. these are the beautiful people of hempOwnic. ahihihihi huvs, annuh, tOni, pam, liila, ten and jemai*

~february 11, 2006

haaaaaaay

did i mentioned before that my FAVORITE COLOR in the whole universe is BLUE?????!well, well, well. ngayOn PINK na. hahahahaha wala lang :)

my song for the day

CLOSE TO YOU
There's nothing I won't try
Just to make you mine
To get a little closer
Would be so divine

And everytime i see you
You make me come undone
I always want you near me
In you I found the one

Oh why don't you smile my only star
Shine on baby
Smile my only star
Smile my only star

With you by my side
And girl it feels so right
And now that im close to you
I could stay all night

No matter where I go
No matter what I do
In the end your smile
Brings me back to you

You shine so true
I can't believe you're mine
And everything may change
But to me you'll always shine

~sam :D

cLOse to Sam....

*yawn* i am soooo sleepy. oh well what's new, it has been my reklamo for the past two years in this biz. hahahaha

anyway, after shift, just when i thought na mag-gghills kami ni jemai, eh nagbago na naman ang isip nia, so ayun i went home early na lang para makita ko pa si ten, who is by the way on a 3-day leave !!! [like, i'm jealous?! hahaha] umuwe na sha ng laguna, huhuhu so next week ko na sha makikita ulit, anyhoo, so ayun na nga i went home at niyaya ko sha magbreakfast. wala lang, pumayag naman sha. nagkita muna kami sa apartment tapOs we decided to eat sa jabi pioneer ng biglang maisipan namin manuod ng sine... hahahaha i decided to watch movie with her like i don't have work later at night. hihiihi well, i really didn't mind kasi gusto ko rin naman talaga chaka kebs. i'm in da mood for cheesy movies kanina eh hahaha so i just freshen up, kasi naman galing talaga akong opis tapos gora na kami sa galleria. ay! hindi pa pala, dumaan muna kami somewhere there [hehehe hindi ko lam anung street eh] para pay sha ng water bill. tapos sa BPI para magdeposit [si ten] at magbayad ng cc ko. after that we took a cab to galleria. yun naman. pagdating namin saradO pa sha. grrrr pero good thing mga 6 or 7 mins na lang kami naghintay sa labas. pagpasok naman namin, HUWAW! 1220pm pa ang unang showing ng close to you. oh no, ayaw. gusto ko naman sanang matulog. hehehe so punta na lang kami sa megamall. good thing 1135am yung first showing dun. yey! so there. nuod galore kami. tawa, iyak. muka talaga kaming luka-loka dun sa movie haus. pero in fairness ang gwapo talaga ni SAM!!! hihihihi the movie was ok. typical story ng boy-girl bestfriend chuvaloo pero ang gwapo talaga ni sam... hahaha syet. as in. nice eyes. yung tipong pag tinitigan nia ko, hindi na lang akO makakapagsalita, matutunaw na lang ako bigla [i can hear jemai's comment " OIL KA NA LANG SA FLOOR.. *smirks*] basta. ganun yung effect. hay. so, there.

after the movie we bought ice cream. hehehe at ang lahat ng comfort foods ko hehehe lays sour cream chaka kisses almonds. yum yum. when i'm sad or kinda low, i eat a lot. as in a lot. grrrrr. obvious naman di ba? ahehehe yung apetite ko lumalakas talaga, kainis. at wala po akong control ladies and gentlemen. huhuhuhu KEBS.

tapos hindi pa ako nakuntentO pagdating namin sa apartment nanuod pa ako ng bulagaan hahaha and a little of daisy syete. tinamad na 'kO kasi super pagod na ako at antok na antOk na so natulog na 'ko hehehe buti naman nagising ako on time for work.. so aun. ayan napa-starbux na naman tuloi ako para panlaban sa antok. so there goes my P200.00 a day allowance. hihihihi

i had fun naman today kahit puyat. oh well. and realized some things too if i may add.

*kilig mode*

 pewede bang mag-comment?! well i guess yeah dahil blog ko 'to!!! gusto ko lang malaman nio na KINIKILIG AKO!!!! wehehehehehe kung bakit, hmmm... basta. haaaaaaay....

animO La Salle!

tOni, aNNuh and liiLa

wahahaha can i just show you guys this?! one shift na kaming tatlong seatmates ay naka green. this was taken february 11th. at take note hindi kami nag-usap usap nian ha? winner. sabi nga ni liila, "great minds think alike!" hahahaha i have to agree on that. :D *thanks fren for the pics... [ninakaw ko sa pictrail account nia hehehe]*

isang araw matapos ang VDAY....

did i mention na in twO friggin' years ko dito sa PS, kahapon lang ako nag-valentines' sa opis? wala lang. naisip ko lang hmph. tama na nga yang balentayms na yan... 15th na eh ehehehe so, ayun...

may nais akOng i-share, nyeta. i really, h0nestly do not know what's the matter with taxi drivers in pasig... from the time i lived there twice pa lang ako nagtataxi papuntang office, yung tipong feeling ko malelate na ako. the first time super rapport pa 'tong si manong, uber bilis naman nia in fairness as in singit kung singit sha pero naman nung magbabayad na ko, P72.50 lang ang metro, aba ayaw na akong suklian sa P100 ko?! winner di ba? sabi ko: "manong kahit P10.00 na lang wag namang hindi mo ako susuklian..." aba?! dami na niang sinabe... sa inis ko sabi ko tuloy, "hindi kau yayaman sa P30 inyo na yan!" sabay layas... huhuhu gagu yun.. i swore to never ride a cab again to wOrk. ngunit, subalit, datapwat naulit muli kanina... haaaaay napuyat na naman kasi akO eh kakapanuod ng daisy syete... wahahahaha [naman.] so ayun na nga, nag-cab akO ulit, wala na sha sa budget ko, perO kasi sayang naman yung SA ko for february kung ngayon pa ako malelate di burr? so sakay ako ng taxi, hindi daw nia kabisado sa lugar namin so keri tinuro ko yung palabas... sabi ko sa kanya may alam akong daan palabas ng EDSA. basta mahirap i-explain kung paano pero basta duon kami dumadaan ni tenten kapag sinusundo ko sha dati sa kanila... eh nasa maling lane si manong driver, may katabi kaming truck sa kanan namin, he was supposed to turn right sa kanto na yun. hindi daw pede dahil right of way chuchu daw... sabi ko: manong pwede ka ng kumanan jan.." sabi nia, "hindi na naipit na tau.." sabi ko: "HUWAW! [may tono yun] pwede talaga eh, bahala na nga kau.." sabay marami na shang comment na kesho magulo daw akO, sana daw sinabe kong magE-EDSA kami, eh hello? saan pa ba kami dadaan di ba?! crazy manong... tsk. so ayun na may alam daw shang alternate route. fine. tapOs bigla shang nag U-Turn sa hindi dapat. oo naman nahuli kami. what are the odds?! kung kelan malelate na akO di ba?! nahuli pa kami. ok na lang sana kasi naman nakakaawa na rin naman si manong... pero hindi ko kinaya nung sinisigawan nia ako ako daw ang dapat sisihin.. aba, aba , aba! kasi hindi ko daw nilinaw na sa EDSA kami dadaan, sabi ko kasi sa may BONI, eh Boni naman yung kantong lilikuan na yun eh. leche. sabi ni manong sa enforcer, akO daw ang magpaliwanag. fine. cge, sabi ko "manong pasensha na pO, kailangan na po naming umalis papunta po akong makati med. Palagpasin na lang po natin." hehehehe makati med?! very classic. totoo naman eh, mejO lapit naman dun eh... para lang mejO madrama. wahahaha so ayun na nga, aba tablado ako sa enforcer: "bakit ikaw ang nagpapaliwanag? ikaw ba ang driver?!" potah. churi lang. napag utusan lang. nyeta, i was just trying to help. so shempre deadma na lang. pero si manong taxi driver patuloy pa rin sa litanya nia. sisi galore sha. aba eh malelate na kO noh?! nilayasan ko nga. kainis talaga! grrrrrr. i felt bad. kasi iniwan ko talaga sha dun, pero kasi naman hang kapaaal ng fez nia eh. sabi nia after niang makipag usap sa mga enforcer, 'wag na raw akong sumakay sa pinara kong taxi, the nerve nia jan! haaaaay sabi ko tuloi: " bahala ka sa buhay mo!" i know, ambaaad. pero kasi naman.
ayan. so there. buti pa mga cab sa baclaran chaka buendia. hehehehehe

hay nako yoko sirain ang araw ko sa kanya. sana na lang pumasok sha! wehehhehe so there.. :D

un naman...

happy valentines day.

i remember when i greeted ibyang and lisa "happy new year!" sabi nila kahit "new year!" na alng kasi hindi naman 'happy' eh... so in this case, gagayahin ko sila... VALENTINES DAY!!!

haaaay. very normal. wala lang. actually hindi ko nafeel na i'm sad pala till now na nagsususlat ako ng entry na ito. owel, ganun 'ata talaga. perO keri lang. sanay na 'ko i guess. sana dumating na lang yung crushness ko now, i hope na hindi sha nakaleave today para makipagdate sa gf nia hehhehehe i know hamfathetic. grrrrr. every single day na lang i'm making myself believe na happy ako. i'm making myself believe na i'm ok with everything, guess what? hindeeee. oo naman there are times na i'm laughing my heart out and true naman yun, i'm just glad i have my friends with me pero often times lalu na when i'm alOne ayun na... minsan i cry, minsan naman i feel ridiculous tapos sasabihin ko sa sarili ko " baliw ka talaga antonia... ngayon mo lang naisip yan?! tsk. SK [slowkid] ka talaga!" minsan naman i'll get up feeling good na kasi feeling ko na-getover ko na... till may mangyare ulit at maisip na hindi pa pala... grrrr WHATEVER. so ayun, may sense ba 'ko? hahaha meron naman yata sa tingin ko.

again, VALENTINES DAY!!!

finally... i'm home.

hay sa wakas! i went home. nung sunday... hahaha i know, i know, sabi ko saturday... kasi naman super napagod ako sa kakamalling namin ni steffy and jemai after shift. we went to megamall to check out the travel expo something, hoping to avail cheap travel packages... haay eh kasi naman the problem is the dates. we have to give dates para ma-book. tatakot naman ako magbigay ng dates kasi nga baka hindi naman ma-approve ng wfOrce... so there. naglibOt na lang kami. walk here, walk there walk everywhere... hehehehe tapos eat kaming lunch sa terriyaki boy. yumyum gusto ko ng chicken donn!!! hay. after that, about 130pm fren has to go home na, pero kami ni steffy gora pa rin sa st. francis square to check out some stuffs. hahaha i ended up buying two pair of shoesES. :D cutie shoesES if i may add. hahaha tapos balik ng gamol ulit then walk galore to crossing para uwe na ko. however, dahil gimik kami ni jemai sa gabi, i don't think that going home to Cavite at 430pm will be a great idea... papagurin ko lang ang sarili ko, plus baka ma-feel lang ng mga peeps na umuwe ako dun para layasan lang sila ulit.. so i decided to just rest sa haus sa pasig then go home early in the morning after gimik.

when i gOt home nga from megamall, instead of sleeping, naisipan kong maglaba.. [wow! very glamorous dibburr?! hehehe] well, para kasi konti na lang yung iuuwe ko.. so aun na nga laba ever ako nung saturday afternoon, habang watch si j. deleon na crayola sa tv... then after that i lie down sa couch to sleep when i caught will and grace on etc.. shempre nuod muna ako.. i cried pa nga hehehe ang baduy talaga. pero i was touched din kasi and i somehow wanted to do what Will did. he talked to himself and said sorry. i've been meaning to do that and when i did, i just cried myself to sleep. hehehe hang drama dabarge?! :D

so, i meet up with jemai in starbux gateway...i'm wearing FINK. sana di ba? masunurin akO... sabi kasi ni mai kelangan naka-pinkalooo. grrr talaga, tapos pagdating ni jemai naka-green po sha mga kaibigan. haaaay. may magagawa pa ba ako? shempol wala na so gora na lang... as usual very colorful na naman kami... saya naman nung parties [oo, parties with ies.. as in plural hahahaha] mejo op ng unti ahhaha pero keri lang at least we were together. i even saw an old officemate nagtataka sha why i'm there. wahahaha sabi ko na lang sa kanya: " I KNOOOOW..." hahahahaha and i really don't care. i'm having fun naman eh. i know one day, matatagpuan ko rin si mr. right kahit saan pa ako pumupunta. [yaaaan, that's the ishfirit...] picture-picture, dance a little tapos nang mapagOd we decided to sing na lang -- videoke baby!!! then eat sa wendy's.

when i got home [sa apartment] sabi ko idlip lang ako tapos uwe na ko ng cavite by 6am... but nooooo. nagising na 'ko ng 930am grrrr talaga. pero umuwe pa rin ako mga 130pn na. when i got home sa cavite, happy naman. i guess everybody missed me. especially lola lita who was teary eyed pa nung makita nia ako wahahahaha lola talaga.. well, i guess it's because hindi lang talaga kami sanay ng humihiwalay sa bahay. so there. bumalik akong pasig monday afternoon na. shempre malling muna bago umuwe hehehe met up with jemai in galleria. so aun, nabakalan na naman ako pero keri lang good stuffs naman yung nabili namin for ourselves eh.. :D

at shempre, dahil lunes yun, everything went back to normal. haaaay. so there.

colored

ten, mai and me

naisipan magpicturan kahit bawal... hahaha lagOt ka tenten!!! hang kyuuut di ba? very colorful.. so there. :D

taken last saturday february 11,2006

hOme sweEt hoME

omg! i miss my mom and popsie... *sigh* i was lookin' at all [hahaha oo, marami] my photobucket accounts and i saw this picture along with this well, i think it's pretty normal to miss the people i had lived with for the past 24 years of my life?! right? haaaay. wala lang, kapag kasi i'm alone in my room in pasig, tapos inaatake ako ng kagagahan ko, you know, emote galore, naiisip ko sila, even my little sister BAJI na hate na hate akO... hehehe mas love daw nia si kuya mykeL. hay ok lang lOve naman ako ni CJ. and there's my lOla lita na kahit maraming ginagawa mega ask kung kumain na daw ba akO or kung may ipapaplantsa ako... huhuhuhu i miss them. i am so gonna go home on saturday! :D

in fairness, i'm having the time of my liFe. masaya. super. perO shempre tao lang ako minsan nalulungkot [huwaaat? anong minsan? hahaha tungkol sa ibang bagay ha? ahahaha] but then again, i know i can do this. :D with the help of my friends, my family, God and myself.

so, there.

WHEW!

sabi nga nila when it rains it pours...
true enough, dahil nung time na nakumpiskahan ako ng phone, after a few hours nag-away kami ni fren tapos the following week naman na-issue han ako ng behavioral warning then after a two days nanakawan naman akO. nagalit ang parents ko, hindi approved yung ni-leave ko for our bora get away, wala na akong pera, wala pa akong boypren... [huwaw? san galing yun?! hehehe] ANO PA? ANO PA? asan na yung ibaaaaaa?!!!!
buti na lang...
na-get over ko na sila! hahaha i think i'm good. well, almost. hahaha if you are a close friend o' mine you'll figure :D

goal

i only have one major goal for this year and i am so god damn proud na natupad na sha!!! well, sana lang tuloy-tuloy na ito. steady lang sana. at this time i'm enjoying every minute of it. i had finally moved out of my parent's house and rented a room [with my officemate slash good friend] in brgy. kapitolyo, pasig. hahahah i know, i know malayo pa rin dahil sa makati ako nagwowork, pero i don't mind at all. i'm so excited and happy and scared at the same time. hay, i hope i won't fail. it'll really break my heart. lagi kong iniisip na i'm doing this for myself. i'm trying to prove something. na kaya ko 'tO. *crossing fingers*
minsan naiisip ko tuloi bakit ba ako nag-iinarte pa? eh there are sooo many people who are more screwed up than i am. hihihihi churi ha?! i didn't mean to sound so mean... kaya sana enough na ang emote. owel, kasi naman para ko na ring sinabing hindi bading si piolo pag hindi ako naginarts. grrrr. pero sige, one at a time. isa-isa lang hindi ako si darna para mabago ko ang lahat ng isang tulugan lang hehehehe
so how am i doin'? i am soooo fine. saya-saya, enjOy ko yung alone time ko sa apartment-- watch lang ng tv, text galOre or kinig radio. haaaay. sarap. hehehe dami ko pa nga lang kulang na gamit sa room. hay saka na yan, gastos na naman. kailangan ng pairalin ang tipid fever. wahahaha
i moved in last january 29, 2006. sunday, at full support ito. hahaha hinatid ako ni mama at ni mykel at shempre ni jemai. kinabukasan, ayos ng room at naglinis ng haus. gandang house warming devarj?! hehehe then pahinga konti tapos watch kami ni ten ng dvd tapos grocery ako ng stuffs. sayasaya. feel na feel ko hahahaha korni.
haaay today is my 4th day sa haus. so far so good. magmomove in na nga pala si JO. girlfriend ni balfiler... :D
churi alang pictures, hehehe lam nio na...

[i think] it's my time to fly

--->just because i want to be different this year.. this is the perfect sOng for me ngayon, hehehe

Breakaway

kelly clarkson

Grew up in a small townAnd when the rain would fall downI'd just stare out my windowDreaming of what could beAnd if I'd end up happyI would pray
Trying hard to reach out But when I tried to speak outFelt like no one could hear meWanted to belong hereBut something felt so wrong here
So I'd prayI could breakaway…
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to flyI'll do what it takes till I touch the skyMake a wish, take a chance, make a changeAnd breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sunBut I wont forget all the ones that I loveTake a risk, take a chance, make a changeAnd breakaway…
Wanna feel the warm breezeSleep under palm treeFeel the rush of the oceanGetting on a fast trainTravel on an airplaneFar away……And breakaway……
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to flyI'll do what it takes till I touch the skyMake a wish, take a chance, make a changeAnd breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sunI won't forget all the ones that I loveI gotta, take a risk, take a chance, make a changeAnd breakaway
Buildings with a hundred floorsSwingin on revolving doorsMaybe I don't know where they'll take meBut, gotta keep movin on, movin onFly away ….. breakaway…
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to flyThough its not easy to tell you good byeGotta, take a risk, take a chance, make a changeAnd breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sunBut I wont forget the place I come fromTake a risk, take a chance, make a changeAnd breakaway